What’s my fault?This is the question every girl asks today?
This is the original story of one of my friends.
What’s my fault?
It was a usual day.As usual I left my home at 6 am.With head phones in my ear,listening to songs I was walking towards station.Suddenly A boy came riding his bike.I don’t know from where he came.I don’t know him.He stopped his bike near me.I ignored and kept walking but then he just stood in front of me.I looked around 4-5 people were there.But they were very far.Finally I said “What’s your problem why are you bothering me?He said “Can we be friends?No I said and started walking.He started following.I pretended not to be listening to him.And Finally I scolded Go away.He asked just finally say “Will you Do friendship or No? No I spoke with anger.Ok I”ll see you next time,he said and went.I was actually scared by this incident.
I am 21 years old and this never happened before.For the first time it happened.From his behaviour I could make out he might know me.My timings of travelling.I am travelling for many years now.Most of the times I travel alone.Yes sometimes I do come late and sometimes I leave early.But I am just doing my Job.Those are the same streets in which I walked fearlessly at any time.But now I fear.Ok If I ask someone to come along with me.But how long could anyone come with me.
I thought I should Change my way But what’s my fault why should I change my way?
I thought I should wear a scarf But what’s my fault why should I hide my face?
I am travelling alone,Is this My Fault? I am working,Is this My Fault? Or I am a girl,Is this My Fault?
When will our boys learn when a girl says “No” it means No.There is nowhere a Yes.
For How long will I fear?A girl who was absolutely fearless now fears.I fear as he said Next time he will return.The Next day I was walking with a fear hopefully he didn’t came.But still he might return anytime.What could be done?Nothing I guess.
What’s My Fault????
~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar