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“आहात का तुम्ही शिवाजी?”


चंद्रकोर लावून तुम्ही शिवाजी झालात का? गाडीवर महाराजांची नाव व पाठी लावून तुम्ही शिवाजी झालात का?
शिवाजींचा इतिहास जाणून घेतला म्हणून तुम्ही शिवाजी झालात का?
महाराजांसारखी दाढी वाढवून तुम्ही शिवाजी झालात का?

जर असं असेल तर खरा शिवाजी तुम्ही कधीच समजला नाही…
जो स्त्रियांचा आदर करतो, तो शिवाजी…
जो आईसाहेबांचा हुकूम मानतो तोच शिवाजी…
जो गुरूंच्या आज्ञेत असतो, तो शिवाजी
जो कोणालाही नं घाबरता, निडर पणे जगतो तो शिवाजी
जो मराठी असल्याचा अभिमान बाळगतो तो शिवाजी…
जो परस्त्री, माता, बहीण समान असं म्हणतो तो शिवाजी

आता सांगा…आहात का तुम्ही शिवाजी?

आज सर्वांनाच शिवाजी महाराज व्हायचं आहे, पण मावळे व्ह्यायला कोणीही तयार नाही.

एक माणूस म्हणून मी महाराजांसारखा दिसतो का? हे बघण्यापेक्षा मी छत्रपती शिवाजी महाराजांसारखा वागतो का हे बघा

🚩।।जय शिवराय।। 🚩

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Marathi Translation :- Sunil Zadane

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New Girl in the City 2


Somewhere I was so busy calling myself a dietician that i forgot I am a writer”

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

New girl in the city..When I thought of writing this article again the only thought came in my mind was it might not be like the 1st one but still it should be one of my best article..New girl in the city from a different perspective.I know I am writing after a long time but don’t forget ” You can never take out the writing skills out of a writer .A writer is a writer forever”

Here we go with this article and again I’ll say the author is not Aisha Banerjee it’s “Ayesha Ghadigaonkar”

New girl in the city is like a dream article for me. My stories , My life , My emotions all are summed up in this article.I never thought of being a writer but today I am one.I never thought of being a dietician but today I am one..I have born and brought up in Mumbai. Mumbai this city is of “Dreamers” And my story is all about dreams.

My story starts with a dream to be a writer. A novelist. I have seen this dream when I was in college and slowly this dream turned out to be my passion.But since I just graduated as a dietician I took a job opportunity. As soon as I started job I rarely had time to write. And so it used to hurt me a lot. There were times when I used to cry in trains when I had no time to write but as soon as the destination used to come I used to get down wipe my tears and get back to my job as dietician. But later I again took to writing and I was happy. But somewhere being a dietician I forgot I was a writer too…But still I kept on writing as and when I got time.But that’s not what my dream was. Today my dream of becoming a Novelist is still a “DREAM”coz I became a New girl in the city by living a new dream.I took dietetics as a career but I didn’t realize when I actually started loving it.Today I love my job and my role as a dietician. And then started my new dream of becoming a established dietician and well known Nutrition Blogger .I very well know I might not be that good dietician. But still I won’t take a step back from hardwork.And yes now I became a new girl in the city by living my new dream of “Think Nutritionally” it’s a step of me enhancing as a dietician. With time my priorities and dreams changed.

“Life doesn’t works as per our plans Life has it own plans”

You never know when ur life will take a turn and you will live a new dream..Being a dreamer by nature I find the real joys in my small big dreams. And my New girl in the City is all about new dreams…

The moment I understood my new dream I thought of writing New Girl in the City 2 coz “You are a new girl in the city when u start living a new dream”

And as I say Just enjoy your dreams in a place where you would love to go with someone special who would love to accompany and support your dreams .Well I have no one. But I love my self .I am self obsessed and I am dating myself. I love this concept of new dreams where you dream to be self established woman. Love is a secondary thing for a self established woman. It’s Ok if I am not able to be a Novelist today may or may not be in future but I am happy with my new dream. And as long as you are happy with what you do nothing is wrong …

Dreams keep on changing it’s your choice which dream you should be fulfilling”

“Be a New girl in the city by living a new dream and I am sure you will love this City of dreams”

I guess I am done with my article New girl in the city.Let me know about your dreams in comment section..Hope you liked this article.

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Link of original article below..

https://ayeshaghadigaonkar.com/2016/05/11/new-girl-in-the-city/

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Life – A ENDLESS STRUGGLE…


“If you feel like quitting always think JUST A FEW MORE STEPS ” and I’ll be there at my destination!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I had seen myself growing as a blogger, as a dietician, as a writer but sometimes I don’t know why even if everything is good I suddenly feel depressed coz I haven’t achieved my destination yet…I have so many dreams and haven’t reached even half the way…

I wonder when will it happen? Or it will ever happen? Or I am just a dreamer who fails to execute dreams in to reality.Sometimes I feel to quit everything and sit quiet but when I look back i could see I have travelled a lot…Even the start point is not visible.So quiting sounds a very bad idea.And so I write Inspirational posts coz most of the times I am myself confused, stressed and depressed for no reason.

I don’t understand where exactly I want to reach? Am I on the right way? Or have i lost track? A Inspirational writer being frustrated, being stressed but still managing to write inspirational posts!

I spend ample amount of time for my passion and in return I also receive taunts. “It’s of no use just wastage of time..Are you earning anything through it? If no then leave it…

I just want to say I do not blog to earn.I blog because I love to…But my love for blogging still haven’t reached on it’s destination.And so I am currently tired of this struggle.. Though I am still trying every possible way I could but some where even a Inspirational writer needs a motivation..

Let’s see where my life takes me in this never ending struggle.

Life is a endless struggle to quit or to succeed is our choice…

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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MY HEART FELT THANKS TO MESCO….


Mesco (Modern Educational Social and Cultural Organisation).. A hidden name which is doing social work since ages.. This organisation is doing wonders in the areas of social work and still many people are not aware about it…Today I want to thank them for everything, for supporting me in my education, for always being there like a family.

My journey with Mesco started in 2011.After my SSC..Financial situations were not so good that time and I was in need of a scholarship. I scored 90%..And after a lucky draw, few interviews and everything I got their scholarship. Financial support was received throughout my education..A bonding since 5-6 yr. Very friendly and supportive staff. It’s one of those organisation who is actually working for betterment but is silent about their deeds. Initially right from my College, Tution fees as well as Few other educational expenses were funded by them! I learnt at MESCO “You rise up by lifting others” I have seen students achieving heights of success with the support of MESCO….

I wish this organisation continues this Great work….All the best for their future endeavors. I am associated with this organisation for around 6 yr and hope this bond continues for lifetime..

Will always remember MESCO!

Mesco(Helping people to live a better tomorrow)

My Heartfelt💓 thanks to Mesco! Even a thankyou is not enough!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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Life..(A message) 


Every movie has a unique message in it is what I always say and yes I am right. Now what message do you think we get from film”Ishq Vishq Pyaar Vyaar”.Most of the people will say it’s just a romantic movie but there is a important message. Recently I faced a situation in which I wanted a particular thing and I had almost achieved it. Say 90% but 10% was my destiny and it didn’t supported me..So it went away from me. Being sad,depressed I spent 2 days. But at 3rd day I remebered a dialogue Amrita Rao said in Ishq Vishq. “If your love wants to go away from you let it go.If it comes back than it’s yours”(Agar tumhara pyaar tumse door jaana chahe to use jaane do agar vo lautkar aye to voh tumhara hai) .  And I applied this in my situation an opportunity went away from me.. So I thought if this opportunity  went away from me let it go. If it comes back than it’s mine.. And I know it’s mine only. I believe in a thing called Law of Attraction.. When I truly desire something from my heart I have always got it. I was unaware of my this quality my boss made me aware of it.His experiences and his observations made him understand my this quality. 

So my conclusion is “If a opportunity goes away from you it was never yours let it go but if it comes back than it’s yours.

And I believe that opportunity will return with a speed more than it went away from me. I have always tried to understand  the hints of my destiny and yes I did. 

Inshaallah it has to return.I have complete faith in myself. And once it returns I will be writing a post again on it. 

Think in a different way is what I say. Not only movies gives u message even our day to day life gives us important messages. Some messages to cherish for long time.. 

             ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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The Cab Journey…. 


Even a normal day can be a thrilling adventure… 

Life is a thrilling adventure.My life is like even if I am trying to live it normally.Some thrill happens.Just now came out of a big trouble and was about to fall in another trouble but was saved. 

Yesterday after a long time I hanged out with my friends. While coming we took a cab.Though after a lot of hardships we got a cab. A old man was the driver.After sitting immediately we said thank you to him. Since we had to travel to a nearer distance so we were not getting any cab. We were speaking to each other. Everything was pretty normal.After sometime me and my friend got involved in a discussion about where to stop the cab.I said stop here and have a panipuri here so we can reach home early and she wanted to eat panipuris from a different place and it went on for a while and finally she agreed to stop the cab at the place I said. After that I asked the driver to stop the cab.He didn’t seem to listen but that was normal.After that the speed of cab got to 120 and that too in a area with so many vehicles around.He started banging his hand on the steering wheels in a very weird way as if he had gone crazy and we were just not understanding what’s happening.After that he started taking cab to right, left, right left with full speed.Just like its shown in movies. And ahead was a bus. I thought now it’s gonna crack hopefully it didn’t.While we were having discussion.I said I think we should jump out the only way to escape.But he suddenly stopped the cab. And I said just move out immediately before the adventure again begins. We got down I paid him his money. He was smiling and we were laughing what an amazing adventure. Though we got scared a lot. I guess he behaved in such way coz may be he was irritated by our discussion or may be he wanted to make it fun. 

Whatever a thrilling experience.. Thank god at least my friends were with me. If I was alone I would have fainted.

Even if I do a normal thing something happens. May be some thing is wrong with me. Well I didn’t felt he was harmful.

Would like to ask how was the Cab journey?

                Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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Random Thoughts


Just Wondering what if my mom would have seen writing me?Would she be happy?Or she would have called it a waste of time?Writing is still fine..But what about writing Love stories?She would have encouraged me? Or Scolded?

I try a lot to speak to her but photographs don’t respond.

But still what I would say is today I can write coz she gave birth to a writer, to a thinker.

Well I can’t answer this only She can!

One song from the movie “Ti sadhya Kay karte” which was probably used for a love story. But here I am dedicating it to my mom.

Kitida Navyane Tula athavave dolyatle Pani Navyane bahave

Translation

Everytime when I think of you in a new way Tears roll down my eyes in a new way…

     

                   From your loving daughter

                 ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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LOVE FIND IT’S OWN WAY!!!


Life may or may not find it’s way.It might get stuck.But there’s one thing in life which find it’s own way.That’s Love.. 

                   ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

This is story of one of my friends. Posting on her Birthday.A very Happy Birthday dear!

Today here I have edited a story of a girl who lost faith in Love and thought she will delete this word “Love” from her dictionary.But once a word is printed in a dictionary it cannot be deleted.In her dictionary the word “Love” came twice but both times the meaning were different.First time it was a bitter experience and second time it was loving experience.So here I take you to the journey of girl to whom Love Happen Twice. And this time it was true Wanna know how ?Keep reading

Suhani’s(POV)
I had lost faith in Love coz of the Past experiences.Thereafter I decided this Love is just a waste of Time.And will never fall in Love again lekin “Zindagi hamare Hisabse toh Chalti nahi Use chalanevala koi aur hai hum to bas uske isharon pe chalte Hai. I don’t know what’s gonna happen further. But I was firm of my decis to not to fall in Love again.But then…

May month it was.My internship for my COP course was about to start.My cousins were planning for village outing and insisted me to come but I said No since my Internship was on the way.But luckily it got postponed and so I decided to surprise everyone by giving a surprise visit to village.I reached my village I came to know there’s a marriage in our neighbour’ home.I didn’t know them but my cousins knew them.We thought atleast we can enjoy the functions.In the Evening the functions for marriage started I was sitting at our Gallery at that time I saw a man “A Tall Dark and Handsome Man”but I ignored him.Next day it was “Haldi” function people started insisting me to draw a rangoli so I started drawing one and while I was doing so that person was continuously staring me throughout the function.In the Evening at DJ night as the sounds started I started dancing.Dance is my Love.I cannot control myself when Music starts.Everyone started dancing even he was dancing even while dancing he was continuously staring me.My anger was increasing due to his activities.Who the hell is he?How dare he stare me?Later I thought it’s Ok Tomorrow is marriage after marriage he will go.It’s just a matter of one day.Finally the day of marriage came and I didn’t saw him around.I was happy for that.So I started drawing rangoli but he suddenly arrived and started staring me.I was angry but I had to get ready and do some other work too and so I ignored him.The Marriage happened now it was time for the feast.Now in Villages we have to sit down in a row and the food was served.I sat with my cousins and he was sitting in our front row opposite to us.Again staring me.We were having our food slowly.Till than someone said”If you”ll are having food so slowly take the plate at home and eat”I stood up and everyone started laughing including him.But now I thought the Marriage is over.So No Problem.I returned back to Mumbai and one day I posted one post about my achievements on FB .One of my friend (Ayesha Ghadigaonkar) commented on the post.I opened Fb to check her comment but instead saw some friend request while I was scrolling I accepted one friend request accidentally without seeing who it was. Later I thought let it go.Than I got a comment on the post.New name it was.I checked the profile and Profile pic and was like Oh God I accepted his friend request.I replied thanku.He started commenting with smilies later I only said speak personally.Than we started speaking on messenger.I gave his Number coz I thought he is a Good Guy.Than we started meeting each other slowly after chatting for a month.It took us 6 months to understand each other completely. Initially when he used to stare me I hated him but when I met him I realised he is a nice guy, A gentlemen as I wanted.He liked me from before but when I told him about the struggles I faced he loved me.Loved me more.But he was taking some time for realtion coz he wasn’t ready.But Finally he proposed and I said Yes. And so I again started believing In love…This is not the End. This story will end with a Marriage.

So wasn’t it a beautiful story with a beautiful message “Love can happen Twice”

Wait who’s the hero here?As I always say Destiny what if Suhani might have not gone to village and stayed back and she might not have met him.What if she wouldn’t have checked the comments and accepted his request accidentally?There might not be any story than.But Love find it’s own way!

I am happy to be a part of this story…

Let me know ur reviews…

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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💗💗KAL HO NAA HO💗💗


Jab Zindagi Karvat Badalti Hai…         Naa Jane vo humse Kya chahti Hai…   Hum toh use apnana chahte Hai..           Lekin Vo humse muh fer leti Hai…

                        ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

“Kal Ho Naa Ho” a story which I started writing a year back and haven’t completed yet…Few people are waiting since a year to read the ending of this story.So here I go…
Karan’s (POV)

Waiting for her response I woke up early morning.And I first checked my Mobile.No response.She has not responded.I consoled myself by thinking She might not have seen it yet.No sooner I realised I was late.I quickly rushed in to the washroom and got ready for work.I took a Cab and was having a look out of the window.Glancing through the same place where we meet first Time.I wish she responds and I meet her back.Later I reached office..Got involved in my daily work.Looking at the clock continuously I wanted to go home..Whenever my mobile beeped I got Curious.But she wasn’t it.My work hours were over.I went Home.Got freshed and was about to sleep.My phone beeped she responded “Same place Same Time “I looked at the Clock and immediately rushed caught a cab and went to that place.I found her here and there and everywhere.She wasn’t there.I sat there looking at the waves throwing stones in water.While I was deep involved in past memories I felt a soft hand at my shoulder and so I looked back to see who it was?Unbelievable it was she. Yes she came.And I was so Happy..I hugged her..I cried and said Please don’t do this to me..”I Love You”Say something now I said but now she was quite..She started laughing weirdly Don’t know whether it was a laugh or a cry.

Aashna..Aashna Agarwal I had everything Every luxury in my Life.The thing I named and I had it.But than something happened which changed my Life…

With lots of question in my eyes I asked “Aashna say what happened?

She said “ I am living a Life beyond death”

With my eyes raised and ears wide.I was shocked to hear this.She continued

I  visited this place very often.One night while I was walking I got a call.I was speaking on the phone.And a Car tharshed me.I was taken to the hospital and was declared ……This place has certain dreams of Mine..My ambitions, My career.But everything ruined in a fraction of second “Vo Kehte haina Zindagi badalne k liye Ek pal hi kaafi hota Hai“Than one day I met You I realised you came here to suicide and I don’t want you to do it.I wanted to live but my life was snatched...”Life is a beautiful gift given by God and we should respect it”

And There is Life beyond death. I love this life too.I am a free bird here.I still write.The only thing is It’s not like before .Not everyone can see me.Not everyone can speak to me.

I cried like never before”For the first time I loved someone and it proves out to be this.Please say this all is a lie .You are Just Joking.    

“Live the life you dream,Dream the life you love”My life is finish but you have a long way to go.Take this (Something covered with a paper) and “I Love you too”.May be u might not see me after this Coz my work is done.I was still half alive coz my last wish my dream was incomplete.And Today I found someone and I have complete faith You will complete my dream.So I take a leave. Love you 

Always remember “Enjoy Every moment of Your Life”Kya Pata Kal Ho Naa Ho…

And with her soft hands she closed my eyes and kissed me on cheek.And when I opened my eyes she disappeared.I went home.Opened the thing she had given me It was a Diary, Her Diary, Her Story, Her Dream to be a writer and Note(The Story is incomplete.Can you complete it for me?)..From that day I got a reason to live.Never ever I have thought of Suiciding now..Everyday I complete her story by living my story.Even today I visit the place with a hope I could see her but she doesn’t comes.The Love of My Life taught me to Live…To Love 

I Love You Aashna. And with this sentence the story of the best selling Novel ended .Guess the author? No it’s not Karan…

It’s Aashna. Yes he wrote it on her behalf.

I guess you”ll will be wondering what’s the name of the book?If not start wondering..The cover page at the end..

So this was the Story “Kal Ho Naa Ho”.Till now even the secret was revealed why she said “Kal Ho Naa Ho”I don’t know how it is?Whether it’s good or not?.But it is what it is and at the end I will just  leave you”ll with this song.

“Harpal yaha Ji bhar Jiyo Jo Hai Sama Kal Ho Naa Ho”

Now I would answer the question i asked at the beginning..Is it a real or a fiction story?Anyone can say now it’s a fiction story..I have completely imagined it..But I have lived the character..

Secondly I know further I would be getting questions like Why such a ending?

1) I haven’t seen happy endings in my life.How can I write one? I believe And they lived happily ever after exists only in stories and not in real life..

2) I always felt the need to keep a ending impactful…

So what do you”ll learns

Dreams don’t die unless we do but there is a Life beyond death

Please Let me know your reviews

           ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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LIFE


Life my favourite word.I thought Life was about enjoying every moment we live..Smiling, Laughing, Dancing and also sadness. But sadly I realised this is not Life.
Recently I saw a talk by “Manisha Koirala”And I totally agree to what she said..“Life happens when we are Busy making other plans

Indeed I was making some plans regarding my career.Regarding some materialistic things and the real life happened to me..

Now my Life has brought me to a stage where I fear to smile, I can’t even cry, I fear of Happiness..I fear of Living..

I don’t smile like before coz I think If I smile My life will make 4 times..It’s better I stay Quiet.

Last year I left my studies though there were two reasons for that and I went up for a job thinking I”ll continue next year.And I was all set to continue with my studies this year.But my destiny played a game and I think this time also I won’t be able to continue..

Kis Mukaam par laa Diya Ae Zindagi ab hasne se pehle bhi das bar sochungi ki ek hasi ka hisaab kitne ansuon see Chukana padega..Usse accha hum Hase hi Na….!!!

                   ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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BLOGGING MY PASSION MY LIFE.  


I am fine or not fine.Always a Blogger.#BloggerForever..

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Article on demand.When u get a call around 11.30 pm saying get well soon We miss you yaar.Post on FB, write blogs get back as you are.Happy Now?

Blogging“Even a small word can change your life.And yes Blogging did changed my life.4 th June was the first day when I blogged.2 yrs of my Blogging journey and I have grown a lot.I never thought I will be a Blogger one day.My destiny brought me towards it and I accepted it
The Story Begins….

A Blogging session at my college and the speaker was famous Food and Nutrition Blogger” Kajal Bhatia“..She started speaking about Blogging, How to open a Blog and so on.Somwhere I got inspired but not that inspired to open a Blog.At the end of her session she asked “How many of you”ll will open a Blog? Almost everyone raised the hand except a few.And I belonged to those people who didn’t raised their hand coz my beheviour is if I actually want to do something I end up doing it directly rather than publicizing it…Later I started Blogging mere out of angry.. Recently I met an astrolger who said “You are aggressive, Get very angry at times and you take decisions when u are in anger..No doubt he was right I choose Nutrition in anger, I opened a Blog in anger.I left my studies and went ahead as a Dietician of Gym in anger. And I don’t know what ahead. But I am happy that I am blogging and I love to Blog.Intially when I started Blogging It was difficult for me to make people responding.No Bloggers liked or responded on the post.Though people on Facebook and other social media responded well but that wasn’t enough.Later I was about to give up the idea of Blogging.But I couldn’t I felt ok if no one responds still I’ll blog.Coz I want to blog for myself .There started my journey of Blogging where in I blogged for myself without thinking anyone is reading it or not.Or Anyone is liking it or not.I love my blogs and I kept on Blogging.I started Blogging when I just entered My T.Y which means Studies also need to be managed.I had to decide my priorities.But I quitted none of them.I don’t need to study daily just a few days before exam and I am done.I took the advantage of my this quality and utilised the time to blog and promote my blog.Every night after completing with my assignments I used to research on Blogging ..Rarely a sleep of 4 hrs.And next morning in the class I used to take naps.Whatever it was I enjoyed that phase of my Life.Where I balanced both my Studies as well as Blogging.Frankly I gave more importance to Blogging.People always say “Don’t try to keep your legs on two stones”Choose one thing”But no sooner I got this phrase wrong.I came 1st in Last yr..Completed my Graduation in Nutrition with Good percentage.

Why don’t u focus on one thing choose either of the one.I tried but I wasn’t.Coz I was equally Good at everything.And even today everyone says focus on one thing but I am unable to.I want both!

I am a die hard Blogger..I am fine or not fine, anyone reads my blog or no.I will blog.

If Blogging rules my heart than Nutrition rules my Mind!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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The Fault in my Stars⭐⭐⭐⭐


After a long time I took to writing.No sooner did I realised I might have lost the sparkle.After sitting and thinking for 1 hour I wrote few things and I backspaced them.Realising this is not the way I write.I have lost my sparkle.My skills.My writing Skills.The most difficult phase of my life..Before this phase came there was a phase where I said “This is the most beautiful phase of my Life”And no sooner did the beautiful phase got converted in to the worst phase.The problem lies here whenever I feel I am happy something happens with takes the happiness away and again I am repeating “I FEAR OF HAPPINESS“I am at a phase where I actually think twice before being happy.Coz it has happened many a times..I smile but it’s just a face.I just wish this dark phase goes away early ..

Would just say one thing….

This time it’s Never ending fear…I hate to be happy.

The Fault in My Stars🌟

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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THE FAULT IN MY STARS 🌟


Title Credit:- The Fault in My Stars. 

Only the Title is being related to John Green’s Book.

Stars a beautiful thing to Look on But what if there is a Fault in your stars?

Aarohi’s (POV)

Today I don’t know what to write.Just penning down my emotions.Life my favourite and yes I am a Lover of Life..I love to Live,love to eat, love to enjoy.My Life was Good.Though few ups and downs but it was Good.Happy I was..But always I believed rather I feared of one thing “Happiness I know happiness is not a thing to be feared of.Who fears of Happiness?But I do.Yes I fear of Happiness coz Whenever my Life had given me Happiness, whenever it seems perfect and I am just happy with everything something happens which leaves me stunned.

My Current phase of Life I defined as the best phase of Life.Everything was just perfect.I was doing well in my Job, no other probs.A stage of Life which everyone desires.Happiest stage.Little did I know I was forgetting If happiness is coming from all side.Something is wrong the next moment .And yes I was right it is wrong .    

At this stage Everything just changed with in a moment.I can see my dreams clearly dying,My Career Ending.Only one thing is running around my mind.Currently Dreams and Career are Secondary.Just left hopes for any dreams or career.Now I have to Struggle a Different Battle..And yes now I fear a lot.

The Fault In My Stars 🌟…….

Sitaron k age jahan aur bhi Zindagi Mai abhi imtihaan aur bhi Hai…

Its Nothing Just a Fault in My stars..

                    ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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CRUSHES MAKES US ALIVE💗💗💗


Crushes makes us alive..Here I go with my 3rd Story.

“Life had given me so many options to choose from.But I choose something Out of the syllabus”
                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Concept Credit- TV Serial Kuch Toh Log Kahenge.A remake of Pakistani TV serial “Dhoop Kinare“A Love story between 2 individual having Substantial age Gap. 
“Kuch Toh Log Kahenge”..One of my Favrt TV Serials.Firstly bcoz of the actress “Kritika Kamra”And secondly ofcourse bcoz of the concept.

The Concept which says “Two individuals having a substantial age Gap falling in love with each other”.Will the Society accept them?Forget about society will their parents say yes?Does Age Gap really matters ??

I liked this concept and so I was in search of a story and yes I found one..This story is written only from a single person’s point of View 

Have you ever had a crush on a person who is bigger than you?Yes this is what my new story all about. 

Before Beginning I would just say I leave it to my readers to decide whether this story is true or it’s fiction. 

But always remember “Fiction is someone’s exact life story”

Nidhi’s (POV)

A Simple Girl but at the same time a person who carry attitude.My heart never beated for someone.I was just not interested in anyone.Just Stone Hearted I might be.Few people tried hard to impress me but never were they successfull.And that’s how I Grown Up.But one day someone came in my Life.A Tall and Handsome person.It was never Crush at First Sight.

I still remember the first time when I met that person.A preety casual and formal meet it was.None of us had any impressions of that meet.Soon we started meeting very often of course due to professional reasons and it was always professional meets.But Slowly I don’t know I started Hating the Person.I hated him from the Bottom Core of my heart.I heard others saying all Not so good things about him and hated him more.I don’t even know the reason for this hatred.

I remember the day when I sat on his Bike “I wished the Journey never ends.Though we were silent throughout the Journey.I didn’t know what to say?He asked few questions about my family and that’s it.But the Silence was awesome.

I remember the day when he appreciated me.It was overwhelming.The day when he said “You look beautiful” I Stared myself more than before.

But Life has always played a Game with me the person or the thing which I hated the most no sooner I start loving them..

Was this possible?Will I ever like the person whom I hated sooo Veryyy much.Slowly days pass on I kept falling in troubles and he kept on solving my problems.Sometimes he stood behind me.Sometimes he stood ahead me.Most of the times he helped me without letting me know.I came to know that later.I was taken by his this Quality.Soon people started speaking some Good things about him “Saying he seems tough but he is soft”

This is how I describe him..

Arrogant, Rude, Mr.Attitude, Angry Young Man, Stone Hearted, Crazy.And a person who doesn’t know how to smile?

And Yes slowly I started Liking Him..May be a Crush or may be a attraction.

Life changed completely.He unkowingly gave me everything what I desired.Knows every part of my personality.But still there is a problem.

 Age..I never knew I will fall in for a person who is 9-10 yrs older than me.
And So I want this to remain a Crush.Only a CRush.Further story not yet destined.Lets see how my destiny responds.

Today he’s my Crush.Even I laugh at my destiny.

“Life had given me so many options to choose from.But I choose something Out of the syllabus”

But it was not intentional it just happened.

It’s like “Pyaar ki aahat bhi Hai aur hichkhichat bhi”

Please let me know your reviews “Does Age Gap matters?

A song dedicated from me to my Crush from TV serial “Kuch Toh Log Kahenge”

Pyaase Hai Naina,Tarse saare Raina..        Jinme Tu Hai rehta,Haal Kyu.                      Tu jaane Na, Saiyyan Pehchane Naa..        Hal Man ka Kyu tu jaane Na.                        Saiyyan Nainon ki bhasha samje Naa.

Kuch Toh Hai Zaroor Dil Mera Kitna Majboor….                                                           Jaanke bhi ty jaane Na..                                 Saiyyan Nainon ki bhasha samje Naa..💗

What do you”ll think? Is it a true story?Well I think it’s a true one.

                  

  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar💗💗

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Cruhses Makes Us Alive💗💗💗


“Na konala Khabar Naa konala Tras tya Duniyet fakt apan ani aapli feeling Dusra Koni nahi”That’s a Crush
                     ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar                                    

Here comes my 2nd story of “Crushes makes us alive” .Well again that’s not my story.A story where in you will be driven to a journey of  two different​ individuals..

A story of Myra and Ahil.Two diferrent individuals,different thoughts, different religions.The religions which never coincide.

Myra

A Simple girl.Family before dreams is her main motive in life..A typical maharshtrian girl.Avarager in studies.No dreams as such.No aims, No ambitions just living her routine life.Friendly to anyone and everyone.Just one thing she wishes to see her parents happy.

Aahil

Aahil..As the name says he belongs to a Islamic origin. A cool, handsome good looking guy..Topper in academics. Sportsman.A Perfect boy, every girl wishes to have.                          

This story is shared from Myra’s point of view.

Here I go..

Myra’s (Point of View)

What is Crush?This feeling is so different and even this word is so different.During school time I didn’t even knew the meaning of Crush.One day one of my friend told me the meaning of “Crush” And I was like What Nonsense is this.I don’t believe in all this , I said.

She just said “There will come a day when you will not only feel but also believe in it”

I thought crush is liking someone, spending time with someone but destiny has planned something else for me.Something which I haven’t thought of happened and at that time I understood how much power the word “Crush” have.

The Story begins…

I was in 8 th Std when he came in to my life.It was not Crush at first sight.We started speaking everyday and slowing some feelings developed.The beautiful feeling when he was in front of me.I wanted him to speak and Me just listen..

“Hrudayat vaje something saare Jag Vate happening aste sada me ata dreaming”

Such a different I used to feel.My heart was celebrating some different Joy.I felt like a free bird.

One day he proposed me and that day was like “Puri Duniya mere Kadmon thi”.   I don’t know what to say I was quiet.Finally after a long pause I said,“Kaise hum ye keh de ki haa ji haa Qubool Hai”  

I was aware of the consequences and so I said “Let’s be Best Friends” and he readily agreed coz he didn’t wanted to lose me.

Today we are not together coz the same destiny which brought us close also made us split.After being together as a friend for almost 9 yrs had to bid a good bye.A heartbreaking feeling it is.When we have a crush, or when we love someone we never see a person’s look, religion, his status.But the Society does..

Well I think this is the end of this story..The person currently in another state.We both are good in our life.Trying to have another  crush which is next to impossible.

This is my first Crush story.I will always remember my first Crush.

For me Crush is like “Na konala Khabar Naa konala Tras tya Duniyet fakt apan ani aapli feeling Dusra Koni nahi”

A song dedicated to my Crush

Sun mere Humsafar Kya tujhe it si bhi Khabar…                                                             Ki Teri saasein chalti jidhar…                     Rahungi Bas Vahi umra bhar…  

At last now I say ”  Haa ji Haa Qubool Hai”.But now it’s of no use..

This is short and sweet story of my friend.The story was originally submitted in Marathi.I never knew this part of my friends life.A Heart melting story….

I haven’t added much things here the Simplicity of this story is it’s beauty.

Please let me know your reviews.

                      ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar


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LEARN FROM YOUR FAILURES….


Vo Kaamyabi hi Kya jisme Haarne ka maja Naa Ho”

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

FAILURE“a small word but it can lead to disasters.Since my school times we have been reading stories of SUCCESS but there were rarely any stiories which focused on FAILURES.Today I wished to share my own story of Failure..
The Story Begins..
1st Prize- Ayesha Ghadigaonkar for standing 1st in Class, Ranker of languages,Topper,Winner of Carrom Competition,prizes in cooking competition,etc.That’s how my life was.Winning Everytime and in everything I participate.My teachers used to say a quote “Failures are the stepping stone to Success” I used to wonder how would I be Successful than I have never experienced failure.But than I also used to think I don’t have the courage to withstand FAILURES.

Life was easy going till my school days.As I stepped in to college as in 11th std.Still it was good.But as soon as I entered 12th my world turned upside down.I got the first feeling of Failure in my 12th STD.I used to wonder sometimes will I even paas? Though I passed with first class but for a person scoring 90℅ in 10th std and suddenly dropping on an average score was the biggest failure.I Failed in my parent’s eyes.I failed in my eyes.Depressing phase it was but God gave me a opportunity to overcome it.Soon I joined Nutrition Course I just studied from my heart and not to be a topper.But I was a Topper and this gave me back my Lost Confidence.This is how I overcame my failures.But this story doesn’t ends here.There’s a further story too..

MSc Story
Bsc in Nutrition and Dietetics (1st rank) Ayesha Ghadigaonkar.

The same person who topped the college failed in MSc Interview.Some people say it was not your mistake just wrong time.But No I say “If I have the Courage to accept I am a ranker than also should I have Courage to accept that yes I did failed”This proved out to be a disturbing failure.I was disturbed, Broken, Shattered.But luckily I already had a opportunity in my hand.I was already appointed as a Dietician in a Gym.And so I didn’t had the time to Cry over it.I moved ahead with my Job. Still not the end one more story ahead.

One more Story
I applied for a Course there was a selection procedure for it.A private course for Entrepreneurship.Yes I got selected.But I was adamant that I can join this course only if I am given a Scholarship.And they denied.Though they had a good reason.I was late to apply for the scholarship procedure.And so even after being selected for normal course I didn’t went ahead.But later I came to know the person who took my interview said to someone .Her interview was not so good,etc etc.But I just wondered OK My interview was not good.Than on basis of what had you selected me for the Normal Course?This failure didn’t affect me.It was just a Normal Course.I would just say Still I will be a Entrepreneur.

Job Story

I wasn’t prepared for a job mentally.Nor do I was trained.And No senior at my Gym.Only me.They assumed I knew everything.May be I did but still practical knowledge is different.I started working but being Introvert and Shy It was Difficult for me to Convince others.And a Dietician in Fitness Industry we need to speak a lot.This is not a failure. It’s my drawback I am trying to improve on it.

Just imagine and put yourself in my situation and think for a while.
A Introvert,shy person who barely speaks chooses a field Nutrition.And inspite of me knowing my biggest drawback Speaking inspite of being in a hospital or clinical industry I choose Fitness Industry.Where DIETICIANS have to be Good Speakers.Coz Gym industry is all a game of how you speak.How well you convince others.

That’s what I like to do.To Challenge myself.One thing I am not good at but someday the same thing I will be best at.And I know I will.

These were my failure stories..And yes I do stand out strong after overcoming my failures.

I just want to make people realize my value that they have let gone a right person.Once I leave it’s Difficult for me to return.

I learned from my failures.My failures taught me

Life is a constant struggle.Success is a destination.But failure is your journey.And achieving success without experiencing failure is like sitting in a roller coaster ride which doesn’t makes You scare.

Learn from your failures to achieve success.

Kisine kaha hai “Haarna jeetna Kismat ki baat hai lekin hum Koshish bhi naa Kare ye toh Galat baat hai”

Someone said”Winning,Losing is a game of destiny but if we don’t try it’s a wrong thing”

Mera Manna hai “Vo Kaamyabi hi Kya Jo aapko Virasat Mai mile”

Strive for your Success and if you fail.Just remember” Raat k Baad hi toh savers hota hai”(There ‘s a Sunrise after every Darknight)

So finally even I got a experience of failures.Can I be Successful now?
Can Share your Failure stories and how you overcame it.

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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WHAT’S MY FAULT?


What’s my fault?This is the question every girl asks today?

This is the original story of one of my friends.

What’s my fault?

It was a usual day.As usual I left my home at 6 am.With head phones in my ear,listening to songs I was walking towards station.Suddenly A boy came riding his bike.I don’t know from where he came.I don’t know him.He stopped his bike near me.I ignored and kept walking but then he just stood in front of me.I looked around 4-5 people were there.But they were very far.Finally I said “What’s your problem why are you bothering me?He said “Can we be friends?No I said and started walking.He started following.I pretended not to be listening to him.And Finally I scolded Go away.He asked just finally say “Will you Do friendship or No? No I spoke with anger.Ok I”ll see you next time,he said and went.I was actually scared by this incident.

I am 21 years old and this never happened before.For the first time it happened.From his behaviour I could make out he might know me.My timings of travelling.I am travelling for many years now.Most of the times I travel alone.Yes sometimes I do come late and sometimes I leave early.But I am just doing my Job.Those are the same streets in which I walked fearlessly at any time.But now I fear.Ok If I ask someone to come along with me.But how long could anyone come with me.

I thought I should Change my way But what’s my fault why should I change my way?

I thought I should wear a scarf But what’s my fault why should I hide my face?

I am travelling alone,Is this My Fault?       I am working,Is this My Fault?                     Or I am a girl,Is this My Fault?

When will our boys learn when a girl says “No” it means No.There is nowhere a Yes.

For How long will I fear?A girl who was absolutely fearless now fears.I fear as he said Next time he will return.The Next day I was walking with a fear hopefully he didn’t came.But still he might return anytime.What could be done?Nothing I guess.

What’s My Fault????

                      ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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CRUSHES MAKES US ALIVE💓💓💓


Story writing is  art not everyone can write it.

                       ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

So here I go with the first Story of Crushes Makes Us Alive
This story is a real story of my friend.Names of characters are being changed.

Imagination is my Talent.I can make people imagine which is not even real. Lets’s imagine You are travelling in a train and You have this Novel in Your hand“Crushes Makes Us Alive”.While reading this if you feel your heart was alive please comment.How and Why it was alive…

“This story will take You a Train where You can imagine anything even if doesn’t exist and there is no destination of this train just Enjoy the Journey of reading”

A Story Of Gunjan and Samrat

“Opposites attract they say”I never thought about that.I just thought it’s a phrase.But this story will make you”ll believe in this Phrase.

Gunjan

Gunjan a girl who believes in Simplicity and a average looking girl.Indian attires(Salwar Kameez) with a dupatta on her head which never got slipped from her head is what she usually used to wear..A typical Indian Girl from her attires as well as her heart.“Chasmis”is what they called her but her specks was the most elegant thing in her look.A bit shy and studious kind.She would behave like a dominating and bossy personality with her friends but for others she was introvert and Antisocial found mostly in corner of class.A straight forward girl who doesn’t care about what others think.Her words are like “Green Chilli“you might get hurt sometimes.

“A stone From outside but soft-hearted actually”

I hope I made justice to your Introduction my dear friend.

Now it’s time to describe the Guy.I haven’t seen him but still I”ll try to describe him.

Samrat

A Cool Dude,A normal looking Guy as fair as Harry Potter,his black curly hair which were always messed added a charm to his fair look.South African T-shirts A Fun loving guy exact opposite to what my friend was.He used to tease everyone,make weird faces.The most beautiful part of his personality was his smile.His smile made my friends heart skipped a beat..His walk was weird infact he himself was a weirdo..

What do You”ll think?Will these North and South directions meet and probably how would they meet?

Gunjan’s (POV)

I never believed in love at first sight, but when I saw him for the first time, I started believing in crush at first sight.    And my heart started singing the song..

 Woh Pehli baar Jab Hum Mile….
 Ho gaye shuru ye Silsile….
Ho gaya ye Dil deewana….
Hota hai pyaar Kya isne jaana..    

He was my lab partner and in my view he was the most handsome guy in our entire class. He just came to me and asked “what are we supposed to do?” and I just replied “practical I guess”, he gave me a weird look, mentally I slapped myself for behaving like a dumb and losing the first opportunity to interact with him. My feelings for him was getting strong after each passing day. I used to look for him wherever I go, just to get a glimpse of him. It was completely unusual that I was going crazy for someone who dont even know my name. Then he actually started to understand my signals I guess, because whenever I used to look at him, he was always staring at me. He always tries to stand beside me in other practical classes. We used to travel in same bus so whenever I crossed his bus stop I would desperately search for him to see whether he catches the same bus or not. After seeing him in my bus I usually get nervous and happy at the same time. I always used to act weird around him but I was happy because he was as weird as me. When I used to do practical I made sure to look at him from the corner of my eyes and he was usually looking at me, which made my heart beat faster. He was the most decent guy I had ever met, though I was his partner and he knew somewhere that I like him he never even touched my hand by mistake. And it increased respect for him in my heart. Even after all these things we talk about necessary things only. After two years we took admission in different colleges. We still follow each other on instagram but till today I dont even have courage to message him a simple “hello” because I m afraid what if he never replies or what if he dont like me anymore? I still wonder sometime he ever liked me? or it was just my illusion?

Whatever it was but Vo pal meri Zindagi K Sabse Haseen Pal the.I didn’t needed any reason to smile.I smiled without any reason.The World suddenly started appearing beautiful.

Kuch Toh hua Hai,Kuch ho gaya Hai…
Do chaar din se lagta hai jaise…         

Sab kuch alag hai Sab kuch Naya hai…
Kuch Toh hua Hai,Kuch ho gaya hai…
Ab akele Mai Muskurati hu…
Badli hui si meri ada hai…
Kuch Toh hua Hai, Kuch ho gaya Hai…

These crushes and feelings are confusing but still it makes us feel alive because there is no commitment, no restrictions, no regret, no hurt and no heart break.
Yes that’s what I wanna say..


“If Love is Dairy Milk than Crushes are Eclairs”

And Yes” Crushes Makes Us Alive”

There is No end to a story with CRUSH.You can have a lifetime Crush on someone and still stay happy coz as said“there is no restriction,no commitment, no heartbreak, no hurt, no regret.Coz as the word says “It’s a CRUSH.

Why Do they Call it Crush?Bcoz that’s how you feel when they don’t feel the same way in return.

Miley Jab Hum Tum Song Dedicated to my friend and actually a very special friend.

Hulchul ho Dil mai, Miley Jab Hum Tum                        
Suhane Weather Mai Miley Jab Hum  Tum❤‍
Koi Khiladi hai yaha,O jaane Jana…
Koi Khiladi pe fida, O jaane Jana…
Dono akele Miley Jab Hum Tum…
Najron se khele Miley Jab Hum Tum…

I hope my friends like the editing I have done and I hope it makes your Day.You are a very special friend of mine.

Love you loads❤‍

So Guys Does Crushes Makes You alive?Do you”ll like this story?This story might remind you about your crushes and if it does than I am successful in what I have written.Can share your Crush stories.

I just wanna ask Can I be a Fiction Writer?

And Would you again like to travel through this train?

                ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar❤‍

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CRUSHES MAKES US ALIVE❤❤❤


Crushes Make Us alive😍😍..

Life is very small, experience every feeling I say..

                       ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I have grown as a writer over these years.I have touched almost all aspects of writing.But still there was a boundary to what I wrote,I had set certain limitations to write.But now I feel I should come out of this Boundaries to explore the world of Writing.Writers express what they have seen,what they feel and which is nowhere wrong.Every single person has feelings.Few express few don’t so that doesn’t mean those who express are the only ones Who have feelings.Feelings are Feelings and we should learn the art of expressing it out.That’s what I want to do.
Crushes Make Us Alive

“Saamne Yeh Kaun aya,Dil Mai Hui Hulchul Dekhke Bas Ek Hi Jhalak ho gaye Hum Paagal”.                                                                                                                                                         

I just wrote the Lyrics You”ll already started Singing.We have discussed about Passion, Life, Dream, Ambition, Success just thought this time let’s discuss something Different.

What Do You think when You Imagine the word Crushes.Wait a Second I know”😍💗😍”.This emotion we use right?Now people would be staright away lying if they say I don’t have a Crushe.It’s a very natural thing.These days people have end Number Of Crushes.It can be a friend,a celebrity,a unknown person or any one.It’s a immediate feeling we get after seeing that person.As if a electric current is passing throughout,Heart starts beating Faster and we dream with open Eyes..Have You”ll ever Felt that?But it’s a Short term feeling might be.It’s not “Love“..There is a huge difference between Love and Crush.After speaking about Crushes now people here would be expecting to share a story.Of course I have Stories But not so early will I share them and Believe me they are amazing stories.

Stay Tuned with my Blog Posts..

Happy Blogging:-)

                 ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar❤❤❤

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CHANGE IS BEAUTIFUL 2💓💓


Life is all about changes and if you are still the same person than you have not lived the true journey of life..

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

​Year 2013

My Journey began as a Nutrition Student.Initially I was not able to understand what is happening?Confusion all around.To Study Nutrition We had to go through Homesicence First.And the Subjects“Design and Aesthetics” and “Textile Science”were like a living hell for me.I didn’t knew how to hold a needle forget about stitching and So I started hating the course.I was planning to prepare for NEET for next year and again opt for BDS.Even though I didn’t like these subjects still I managed to submit everything on Time.I had no goals I just wanted to Clear the Subjects.Later Came the Exams and now it was time to study.Study leaves were given to study.Initially I thought I”ll go in College and do Group studies inspite of knowing it that Group Studies had never worked for me.And I saw few of my classmates studying seriously. While I had food,I listened to music,I had a nap and than went home and still tired.6 days for the Exam left.So I thought to Study at home.And I actually Studied.Not with Perfection I would say like I studied in my 10th Std.But It was a quite normal study for me.Than Exams came, Papers were Good I said to my friends.I had no worries about the exams Coz either I wanted to pass or have average marks.Coz my 12th Std results has lowered my expectations.With the way I wrote my papers Passing or getting average marks was not at all a difficult task for me.And so I was relaxed in my Vacations.

After Vacations

First day of College

As usual I was talking to my friend during the lectures.So one of my teacher said” Roll no 7 You have scored good marks that doesn’t mean you can talk”Everyone started teasing me “You know that you are passed in that paper”Happy I was..Further Results were displayed I saw my Percentage which was “74%” not bad I said and saw my other friends percentage and than we left.Later there was a Chaos “Who came 1st? I was like whoever it is Lucky person.Later again I went out.My Cousin sister said your results are out “Yes I said” there it is displayed.She had a look at all my marks and she found I had topped almost in every subject than we had a look together.Yes she was right.I was the person who stood “1st” I never thought that after the worst experience of My 12th.I was never Competitive and till date I am not at all Competitive I was always interested in how much I scored?Than Knowing how much others scored?I always try to develop myself rather than wasting time in Knowing what others are doing.Later I studied well and again Topped for the whole 1st year..I gained all my Lost Confidence.

“A Journey from a Averager To Topper

Sometimes your life gives you a second chance to prove yourself if you prove it than you are the owner of your destiny.”

       Further Story to be Continued.Stay Tuned..

                             ~Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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CHANGE IS BEAUTIFUL…


I don’t make Stories I write Stories.
                      ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Change is Beautiful is a Journey of My life.The Changes which came in me over this years.How my Life transformed and Few secrets to be reaveled.

Changes Come to everyone sometimes they are good sometimes they are not so good but for me Change is Beautiful”

Five Year Back 2012

Ayesha Ghadigaonkar The same name But a Different person I was.Due to some reason this year was a serious traumatic year for me.And It took a lot of time for me recover from it.I lost myself,I lost my Charm…I used to smile but somewhere I knew it wasn’t my Smile.I was a Hard-working Student but this year Changed me in to a Careless,Aimless Student.I just walked in the College anytime I wish.Sometimes I went for the lectures,Sometimes I don’t.And Studies and me were like “I”ll do that later Have ample amount Of Time”I didn’t had any further ambitions.Just settled there.This is not it If I reveal the marks which I scored in my 12th preliums No one will believe me.I still remember I failed in Physics,Chemistry,Biology and that too very badly.My Physics marks(4/70).I just  managed to pass in Maths Coz my Sir being an Engineer made me practiced it day night.So even If didn’t study I could solve it.Languages(English and Marathi).I didn’t even read anything and turned to be a topper for Languages.Still instead of worrying or Crying I was asking my Frnds where to Hide these papers?They said “Throw it”Why  You wanna keep them? I want to keep them as a Memory I said.Someday I”ll look back and either smile Or Cry.Even after such a Attitude.I finally scored Average grades in 12th.But my Dad was not Happie..But I knew the scores are right coz I haven’t studied that much.Now it was the time to choose a Career.I was like I”ll go For BDS or BSc IT than someone Suggested a option of Nutrition.My first priority was BDS(Dental) but when it came to fill the final form I took a reverse turn.My Dad wanted me to do a General BSc and Study for UPSC.I thought Ok I”ll do so but Not with plane BSC.I”ll choose Nutrition and Study UPSC.That’s how I landed in Nutrition…          

Please Comment Your Views on this Journey..

“A journey from a Bright Student to a Averager”
Further Story To be Continued….

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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LETTERS TO MY MOM….


Arohi’s (POV)

Lost in to this Journey of life..                        I look up for you.                                              Though I didn’t find You But I still hope  to See you again..

3 years Back I Lost You..Lost You Forever..(2012) the worst year of my life..The Day you left me My Life transformed Completely..I lost myself..I became different..Returning to Home used to Kill me..So I preferred to stay out..From a Bright student I turned in to an averager..It was the time when I was in my teenage years and I needed someone to speak..I wanted to speak a lot but I waited and now itz a Lifelong wait..The Day you left me..My friends said “Don’t worry about studies you missed we are there” I said for whom should I study Now..I lost my Interest in Studies and Yes I got the results of it My Class 12th result went down..Dad was disappointed..Now there was a time to choose a Career..I couldn’t make decisions in My life..That was very difficult..So I asked U “What Should I choose? You didn’t responded..I completemy Lost faith in God “I prayed,prayed and prayed everywhere and anywhere but he didn’t listen” But later somehow I again started believing in God..Coz He is there but somewhere still even If I pray I don’t ask For anything…                

 The Day when I lost you Last words which I heard at 5.30 pm” I am fine not feeling well will speak later” and that later has not came yet..”Everyone said You called me You wanted to speak to me something “Till the time we could meet You left us..I still regret For not being there with You at Your last moments..      Few months Back I was at that Place where I saw You For the last time..It was so difficult to be there..I usually get Dreams Of You trying to speak something to me But You leave Before You speak.Those 3 years have been Difficult without  You..Now I am happy with whatever I do..But still Confused..I could make out What you wished to say was might be regarding What’s your wish to see me??

“I am asking You since 3 years You didn’t responded so I left it on my destiny and Now again the same time and I wish You to respond. Might be You try to respond But either I wake Up or You Leave..Whatever you say I will leave aside everything and Do It”

When You was there I was just the Opposite for You..But I don’t know how and when I grown up to be like You.           People say You Look like Your Mom and You speak like her too..During this year Diwali One of our Neighbour said “You exactly Fill Colours in Rangolis like Your Mom used to Fill it..Sometimes I Cook Like You..And of course My never ending Anger and The Stubborn behaviour..

“I blindly trust my Destiny and just Close my eyes and Walk..And Itz again time to Trust my Destiny and God..”

I know I am aggressive ..I take decisions mere out of anger..But still they proved to be Good..

“Have faith in Your Destiny and Your Destiny will design the Best Possible Journey for You”-ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I still believe  in this quote…

Your’s Lovingly Girl,

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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DREAM LIFE OR REALITY?


“I want to earn but then I also  want to learn”
~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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Learn new and different things everyday.. I don’t want to live a life which says College at the age of 18 yrs.. Job at the age of 21 yrs.. Marriage at the age of 24 yrs and so on…
I want to live my Life on my terms.. Our Society has created a Monotonous pattern..
First SSC, than HSC than a Degree and than Masters…Now I am Final year BSc Student.. After BSc What? is the question often people ask me as well as I ask myself.. But the Society wants you to follow this monotonous pattern.. After BSc an MSc.. What if we don’t pursue an MSc? Will we be successful ? Well that’s not a question our society has already given the answers ”BSc has no value” ..From my childhood days I had the urge to choose something different.. I never wanted to do the things which everyone does.. I just don’t want to collect degrees.. I  want to be satisfied with whatever I do.. Sometimes people call me Crazy just because I don’t live the way they live…

Sometimes I want to WRITE
  Sometimes I want to BLOG
  Sometimes I want to DREAM
Sometimes I want to READ
  Sometimes I want to DRAW
  Sometimes I want to TRAVEL
  Sometimes I want to WORK
Sometimes I want to SING

  Sometimes I want to make a DOCUMENTARY
  Sometimes I want to make a SHORT FILM
  Sometimes I want to COOK
Sometimes I want to TREK TO THE HIGHEST PEAK

Sometimes I want to LISTEN TO MUSIC
  Sometimes I want to write LYRICS”
AND MANY MORE…..

I don’t want to live a monotonous life …

No doubt I have few dreams in my mind but I don’t want to sacrifice the small joys of life for it”

It’s not that I  don’t want to earn.. I want to earn But I also want learn.. Learn new and different things everyday”


” I feel life is all about Learning and Exploring new things”

“And at the end of  life when we are on our  death bed..We will remember the moments which we had enjoyed not d syllabus…”

“So enjoy d life on ur own terms simultaneously do something worth which will convert ur dream into reality”

Till now I have lived my life on my terms… I did almost everything I wished.. But now I am not a teenager anymore. I have grown up…So what should I choose DREAM LIFE OR REALITY? and Will the Society accept ME? 

From the LOVER OF LIFE
~Ayesha Ghadigaonkar