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Life – A ENDLESS STRUGGLE…


“If you feel like quitting always think JUST A FEW MORE STEPS ” and I’ll be there at my destination!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I had seen myself growing as a blogger, as a dietician, as a writer but sometimes I don’t know why even if everything is good I suddenly feel depressed coz I haven’t achieved my destination yet…I have so many dreams and haven’t reached even half the way…

I wonder when will it happen? Or it will ever happen? Or I am just a dreamer who fails to execute dreams in to reality.Sometimes I feel to quit everything and sit quiet but when I look back i could see I have travelled a lot…Even the start point is not visible.So quiting sounds a very bad idea.And so I write Inspirational posts coz most of the times I am myself confused, stressed and depressed for no reason.

I don’t understand where exactly I want to reach? Am I on the right way? Or have i lost track? A Inspirational writer being frustrated, being stressed but still managing to write inspirational posts!

I spend ample amount of time for my passion and in return I also receive taunts. “It’s of no use just wastage of time..Are you earning anything through it? If no then leave it…

I just want to say I do not blog to earn.I blog because I love to…But my love for blogging still haven’t reached on it’s destination.And so I am currently tired of this struggle.. Though I am still trying every possible way I could but some where even a Inspirational writer needs a motivation..

Let’s see where my life takes me in this never ending struggle.

Life is a endless struggle to quit or to succeed is our choice…

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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CHANGE IS BEAUTIFUL 2💓💓


Life is all about changes and if you are still the same person than you have not lived the true journey of life..

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

​Year 2013

My Journey began as a Nutrition Student.Initially I was not able to understand what is happening?Confusion all around.To Study Nutrition We had to go through Homesicence First.And the Subjects“Design and Aesthetics” and “Textile Science”were like a living hell for me.I didn’t knew how to hold a needle forget about stitching and So I started hating the course.I was planning to prepare for NEET for next year and again opt for BDS.Even though I didn’t like these subjects still I managed to submit everything on Time.I had no goals I just wanted to Clear the Subjects.Later Came the Exams and now it was time to study.Study leaves were given to study.Initially I thought I”ll go in College and do Group studies inspite of knowing it that Group Studies had never worked for me.And I saw few of my classmates studying seriously. While I had food,I listened to music,I had a nap and than went home and still tired.6 days for the Exam left.So I thought to Study at home.And I actually Studied.Not with Perfection I would say like I studied in my 10th Std.But It was a quite normal study for me.Than Exams came, Papers were Good I said to my friends.I had no worries about the exams Coz either I wanted to pass or have average marks.Coz my 12th Std results has lowered my expectations.With the way I wrote my papers Passing or getting average marks was not at all a difficult task for me.And so I was relaxed in my Vacations.

After Vacations

First day of College

As usual I was talking to my friend during the lectures.So one of my teacher said” Roll no 7 You have scored good marks that doesn’t mean you can talk”Everyone started teasing me “You know that you are passed in that paper”Happy I was..Further Results were displayed I saw my Percentage which was “74%” not bad I said and saw my other friends percentage and than we left.Later there was a Chaos “Who came 1st? I was like whoever it is Lucky person.Later again I went out.My Cousin sister said your results are out “Yes I said” there it is displayed.She had a look at all my marks and she found I had topped almost in every subject than we had a look together.Yes she was right.I was the person who stood “1st” I never thought that after the worst experience of My 12th.I was never Competitive and till date I am not at all Competitive I was always interested in how much I scored?Than Knowing how much others scored?I always try to develop myself rather than wasting time in Knowing what others are doing.Later I studied well and again Topped for the whole 1st year..I gained all my Lost Confidence.

“A Journey from a Averager To Topper

Sometimes your life gives you a second chance to prove yourself if you prove it than you are the owner of your destiny.”

       Further Story to be Continued.Stay Tuned..

                             ~Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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CHANGE IS BEAUTIFUL…


I don’t make Stories I write Stories.
                      ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Change is Beautiful is a Journey of My life.The Changes which came in me over this years.How my Life transformed and Few secrets to be reaveled.

Changes Come to everyone sometimes they are good sometimes they are not so good but for me Change is Beautiful”

Five Year Back 2012

Ayesha Ghadigaonkar The same name But a Different person I was.Due to some reason this year was a serious traumatic year for me.And It took a lot of time for me recover from it.I lost myself,I lost my Charm…I used to smile but somewhere I knew it wasn’t my Smile.I was a Hard-working Student but this year Changed me in to a Careless,Aimless Student.I just walked in the College anytime I wish.Sometimes I went for the lectures,Sometimes I don’t.And Studies and me were like “I”ll do that later Have ample amount Of Time”I didn’t had any further ambitions.Just settled there.This is not it If I reveal the marks which I scored in my 12th preliums No one will believe me.I still remember I failed in Physics,Chemistry,Biology and that too very badly.My Physics marks(4/70).I just  managed to pass in Maths Coz my Sir being an Engineer made me practiced it day night.So even If didn’t study I could solve it.Languages(English and Marathi).I didn’t even read anything and turned to be a topper for Languages.Still instead of worrying or Crying I was asking my Frnds where to Hide these papers?They said “Throw it”Why  You wanna keep them? I want to keep them as a Memory I said.Someday I”ll look back and either smile Or Cry.Even after such a Attitude.I finally scored Average grades in 12th.But my Dad was not Happie..But I knew the scores are right coz I haven’t studied that much.Now it was the time to choose a Career.I was like I”ll go For BDS or BSc IT than someone Suggested a option of Nutrition.My first priority was BDS(Dental) but when it came to fill the final form I took a reverse turn.My Dad wanted me to do a General BSc and Study for UPSC.I thought Ok I”ll do so but Not with plane BSC.I”ll choose Nutrition and Study UPSC.That’s how I landed in Nutrition…          

Please Comment Your Views on this Journey..

“A journey from a Bright Student to a Averager”
Further Story To be Continued….

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar