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Life – A ENDLESS STRUGGLE…


“If you feel like quitting always think JUST A FEW MORE STEPS ” and I’ll be there at my destination!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I had seen myself growing as a blogger, as a dietician, as a writer but sometimes I don’t know why even if everything is good I suddenly feel depressed coz I haven’t achieved my destination yet…I have so many dreams and haven’t reached even half the way…

I wonder when will it happen? Or it will ever happen? Or I am just a dreamer who fails to execute dreams in to reality.Sometimes I feel to quit everything and sit quiet but when I look back i could see I have travelled a lot…Even the start point is not visible.So quiting sounds a very bad idea.And so I write Inspirational posts coz most of the times I am myself confused, stressed and depressed for no reason.

I don’t understand where exactly I want to reach? Am I on the right way? Or have i lost track? A Inspirational writer being frustrated, being stressed but still managing to write inspirational posts!

I spend ample amount of time for my passion and in return I also receive taunts. “It’s of no use just wastage of time..Are you earning anything through it? If no then leave it…

I just want to say I do not blog to earn.I blog because I love to…But my love for blogging still haven’t reached on it’s destination.And so I am currently tired of this struggle.. Though I am still trying every possible way I could but some where even a Inspirational writer needs a motivation..

Let’s see where my life takes me in this never ending struggle.

Life is a endless struggle to quit or to succeed is our choice…

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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TI SADHYA KAY KARTE💗


Pahila Prem Konich Visarle nastil pan Visraycha prayatna Matra nakkic kela asel.

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar


Wondering how to spend my Sunday.I ended up watching a Film.A Marathi film”TI SADHYA KAY KARTE“means What Does She do now?I know what you”ll might be thinking.What Kind of Title is this?Even I thought the same when I heard the title of this movie but after watching this film.I think No other Title would have been better than this.  
In my this article “I will take you”ll to movie theatre.Be seated wherever you are.Just keep reading and Imagine.You will feel as if you are watching a movie..  Let’s Begin than..

The Concept of this Film is based on “First Love”A interesting topic to attract  Youngsters.The Story takes you through the the Journey of Anurag’s Life.The main lead.His First love,His Confusion in Life about Love and infatuation.

The Story begins from Reunion Of Old Friends.Old talks,Happiness,Watching Old photos.But Soon they came to a photo of a Girl called “Tanvi“who suddenly disappeared.And there started the flashback story of Anurag and Tanvi.

Anurag was married now.A good family man.He was happy with his life.A Good wife,a kid.He had everything but still there was some guilt in his mind.Let’s know what it is?

Flashback

Anurag a school Kid.Once while watching Salman Khan’s Film he asked his Mother Why she didn’t kept his name Prem?Little did he knew even Anurag means Prem.One day While Playing Cricket he hit the ball hard and it directly hit a Car.A beautiful Girl was sitting in a car.There it happened “Love at First Sight”A A beautiful girl entered his life..”Tanvi” Anurag always loved her..Later she became her best friend.A friend who understood him better than him.And they grew up as Best Friends..

COLLEGE LIFE

First day of Anurag at College.Now his heart started Beating Everytime he saw a beautiful girl.Confused what was happening?And Music started playing suddenly all around.

“Hrudayat vaje SOMETHING.                     Saare Jag Vate HAPPENING.                        Asto sada me ata DREAMING”

“Asto Ugac SMILING.                                               Baghte Tula Man JUMPING.                              Vate Have God FEELING”       

Later a Girl Mohini Entered in his life.And he was confused?Did he liked Mohini or Tanvi.Later he liked One more Girl Anjali..But one day he realised Mohini and Anjali were just Infatuation. He loved Tanvi.And So he decided to express his feelings to her which he had since childhood but never expressed.But he got drunk that night.And instead of expressing love he expressed hatred.And asked her to leave him alone.She was stunned by his behaviour.Anurag was guilty.He decided to apologize but till the time he could.Tanvi left the city. Suddenly Disappeared.And so his First Love was Incomplete..

Later Tanvi was back to India.He met her but there were some silence between them.Coz they both were married now.One day when Tanvi visited Anurag’s home She found that he kept his daughter’s name Tanvi.No sooner did she realised he loved Her.

That day they met at their favourite Place.The Terrace.Tanvi said let’s express everything today.And they did express everything.That yes they loved each other but never confessed.And now they are married.But still they accepted they loved each other and will always love each other.First Love can’t be forgotten.And those feelings which they have felt can never be deleted.But from here we can accept our feelings and be friends forever.I don’t want too see your pics hiding it from someone.I want to see them with my Husband.I don’t want to type backspace while writing any message to you..I want to share our moments with my husband.Why to hide it?We both are so happy with our life now let’s remember  our past and be happy in our present said Tanvi.And she left with a friendship forever and no guilt in her heart.

Finally the movie was drowned to the most beautiful end.They were married and also happy.They expressed,they confessed and now their heart was light.

Message:-We love Someone.Sometimes we Confess Sometimes we don’t.No one can ever forget their First Love.But what if you meet your First love after many years when you are settled and happily living your life.We feel Uncomfortable when we see that person.But why don’t we accept that.Accept and move ahead.

In their Story if they would have Confessed story would have been different.But even this story is Good.

Start expressing.It’s OK past is past.Live in your present but Cherish your past.Instead of Crying over past start smiling after entering in your past 

This movie takes you to the journey of your past and later brings you to the present.

“Feelings can’t be deleted but it can be accepted”

Kitida Navyane Tula aathvave Dolyatle Pani Navyane Bahave

                              ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar


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LIFE OR A JIGSAW PUZZLE…


Zindagi Ek Jigsaw Puzzle ki tarah hai I can help you find the pieces But You Have To Complete the Game.#DearZindagi(~ Dr.Jug)

But what I want is atleast help me Find the pieces .Where are You Dr Jug?                                                      ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar                 

Today I took one step towards enhancing my Professional Life.It’s something which I always wanted To Do.I don’t know How far this step will take me But I thinkEvery Step takes You at the Next Step and than Someday You will reach the last Step” My Professional Career “Nutrition and Dietetics”As I always say I never thought I would be a Dietician One day But Now I am a “Dietician” and No one can Deny that Not Even me.I was never serious about my Profession it was like Something I have to Choose than Why not this?Slowly a change came in me or may be a transformation I started Liking Nutrition.Nutrition is Something Different.The World is Going gaga over Nutrition and Dieticians are In Demand. Now it seems as I like Nutrition so I would progress in the field.But Don’t Forget I am a Story Writer Too..I write Stories with Twist and Turns.Than How Could my Own Story not have a Twist and a Turn.Turning Point of My Life came when I was Somewhere around at the End Of First year.I started Loving Writing.Initially it was like I used to write and I was Satisfied.But Slowly it became My Passion.And just as Joke I used to say”I will be a Novelist One Day” But Now I am Serious.I want to be a Novelist.At this stage My Life revolves around 2 things:- Writing and Nutrition.Both have their own places in My Heart.I can’t leave without any one of them.But it’s also true that I am also Unable to manage Both Of Them.It happens When I start thinking “Ok Now I”ll keep Nutrition aside for a while and Start Writing” but something happens which actually brings me Close to Nutrition.And When I think “Ok Now I”ll keep my Writing aside and Focus On Nutrition”I met people who say “Never leave Writing you are wonderful in it”It’s a Dilemma.I don’t know How Do I sort Out this Dilemma?Coz at the end Wtever I choose I don’t wanna regret my Decision.I want to be proud of my decision.

Somewhere I am trying to settle down in Nutrition and Writing but than My Heart as well as My Brain very well Knows there is a Third thing which I might Do.which even I have never thought of.Coz my Destiny takes me To Destinations.I just Blindly Travel.

Currently My Life is Like a Jigsaw Puzzle.I know I have To Complete this game on my Own But I Need Dr.Jug who can help me find pieces.

Can anyone solve this Jigsaw puzzle of my life?

I Love My Life It’s Just am always Confused.Love U Zindagi        

Please Express Your Views It Might Help me. Can also comment any Jigsaw puzzle of Your Life.May be I can help you. Coz I am a Good Counsellor but only for others.

                         ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar