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Life – A ENDLESS STRUGGLE…


“If you feel like quitting always think JUST A FEW MORE STEPS ” and I’ll be there at my destination!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I had seen myself growing as a blogger, as a dietician, as a writer but sometimes I don’t know why even if everything is good I suddenly feel depressed coz I haven’t achieved my destination yet…I have so many dreams and haven’t reached even half the way…

I wonder when will it happen? Or it will ever happen? Or I am just a dreamer who fails to execute dreams in to reality.Sometimes I feel to quit everything and sit quiet but when I look back i could see I have travelled a lot…Even the start point is not visible.So quiting sounds a very bad idea.And so I write Inspirational posts coz most of the times I am myself confused, stressed and depressed for no reason.

I don’t understand where exactly I want to reach? Am I on the right way? Or have i lost track? A Inspirational writer being frustrated, being stressed but still managing to write inspirational posts!

I spend ample amount of time for my passion and in return I also receive taunts. “It’s of no use just wastage of time..Are you earning anything through it? If no then leave it…

I just want to say I do not blog to earn.I blog because I love to…But my love for blogging still haven’t reached on it’s destination.And so I am currently tired of this struggle.. Though I am still trying every possible way I could but some where even a Inspirational writer needs a motivation..

Let’s see where my life takes me in this never ending struggle.

Life is a endless struggle to quit or to succeed is our choice…

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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Life..(A message) 


Every movie has a unique message in it is what I always say and yes I am right. Now what message do you think we get from film”Ishq Vishq Pyaar Vyaar”.Most of the people will say it’s just a romantic movie but there is a important message. Recently I faced a situation in which I wanted a particular thing and I had almost achieved it. Say 90% but 10% was my destiny and it didn’t supported me..So it went away from me. Being sad,depressed I spent 2 days. But at 3rd day I remebered a dialogue Amrita Rao said in Ishq Vishq. “If your love wants to go away from you let it go.If it comes back than it’s yours”(Agar tumhara pyaar tumse door jaana chahe to use jaane do agar vo lautkar aye to voh tumhara hai) .  And I applied this in my situation an opportunity went away from me.. So I thought if this opportunity  went away from me let it go. If it comes back than it’s mine.. And I know it’s mine only. I believe in a thing called Law of Attraction.. When I truly desire something from my heart I have always got it. I was unaware of my this quality my boss made me aware of it.His experiences and his observations made him understand my this quality. 

So my conclusion is “If a opportunity goes away from you it was never yours let it go but if it comes back than it’s yours.

And I believe that opportunity will return with a speed more than it went away from me. I have always tried to understand  the hints of my destiny and yes I did. 

Inshaallah it has to return.I have complete faith in myself. And once it returns I will be writing a post again on it. 

Think in a different way is what I say. Not only movies gives u message even our day to day life gives us important messages. Some messages to cherish for long time.. 

             ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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LOVE FIND IT’S OWN WAY!!!


Life may or may not find it’s way.It might get stuck.But there’s one thing in life which find it’s own way.That’s Love.. 

                   ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

This is story of one of my friends. Posting on her Birthday.A very Happy Birthday dear!

Today here I have edited a story of a girl who lost faith in Love and thought she will delete this word “Love” from her dictionary.But once a word is printed in a dictionary it cannot be deleted.In her dictionary the word “Love” came twice but both times the meaning were different.First time it was a bitter experience and second time it was loving experience.So here I take you to the journey of girl to whom Love Happen Twice. And this time it was true Wanna know how ?Keep reading

Suhani’s(POV)
I had lost faith in Love coz of the Past experiences.Thereafter I decided this Love is just a waste of Time.And will never fall in Love again lekin “Zindagi hamare Hisabse toh Chalti nahi Use chalanevala koi aur hai hum to bas uske isharon pe chalte Hai. I don’t know what’s gonna happen further. But I was firm of my decis to not to fall in Love again.But then…

May month it was.My internship for my COP course was about to start.My cousins were planning for village outing and insisted me to come but I said No since my Internship was on the way.But luckily it got postponed and so I decided to surprise everyone by giving a surprise visit to village.I reached my village I came to know there’s a marriage in our neighbour’ home.I didn’t know them but my cousins knew them.We thought atleast we can enjoy the functions.In the Evening the functions for marriage started I was sitting at our Gallery at that time I saw a man “A Tall Dark and Handsome Man”but I ignored him.Next day it was “Haldi” function people started insisting me to draw a rangoli so I started drawing one and while I was doing so that person was continuously staring me throughout the function.In the Evening at DJ night as the sounds started I started dancing.Dance is my Love.I cannot control myself when Music starts.Everyone started dancing even he was dancing even while dancing he was continuously staring me.My anger was increasing due to his activities.Who the hell is he?How dare he stare me?Later I thought it’s Ok Tomorrow is marriage after marriage he will go.It’s just a matter of one day.Finally the day of marriage came and I didn’t saw him around.I was happy for that.So I started drawing rangoli but he suddenly arrived and started staring me.I was angry but I had to get ready and do some other work too and so I ignored him.The Marriage happened now it was time for the feast.Now in Villages we have to sit down in a row and the food was served.I sat with my cousins and he was sitting in our front row opposite to us.Again staring me.We were having our food slowly.Till than someone said”If you”ll are having food so slowly take the plate at home and eat”I stood up and everyone started laughing including him.But now I thought the Marriage is over.So No Problem.I returned back to Mumbai and one day I posted one post about my achievements on FB .One of my friend (Ayesha Ghadigaonkar) commented on the post.I opened Fb to check her comment but instead saw some friend request while I was scrolling I accepted one friend request accidentally without seeing who it was. Later I thought let it go.Than I got a comment on the post.New name it was.I checked the profile and Profile pic and was like Oh God I accepted his friend request.I replied thanku.He started commenting with smilies later I only said speak personally.Than we started speaking on messenger.I gave his Number coz I thought he is a Good Guy.Than we started meeting each other slowly after chatting for a month.It took us 6 months to understand each other completely. Initially when he used to stare me I hated him but when I met him I realised he is a nice guy, A gentlemen as I wanted.He liked me from before but when I told him about the struggles I faced he loved me.Loved me more.But he was taking some time for realtion coz he wasn’t ready.But Finally he proposed and I said Yes. And so I again started believing In love…This is not the End. This story will end with a Marriage.

So wasn’t it a beautiful story with a beautiful message “Love can happen Twice”

Wait who’s the hero here?As I always say Destiny what if Suhani might have not gone to village and stayed back and she might not have met him.What if she wouldn’t have checked the comments and accepted his request accidentally?There might not be any story than.But Love find it’s own way!

I am happy to be a part of this story…

Let me know ur reviews…

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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💗💗KAL HO NAA HO💗💗


Jab Zindagi Karvat Badalti Hai…         Naa Jane vo humse Kya chahti Hai…   Hum toh use apnana chahte Hai..           Lekin Vo humse muh fer leti Hai…

                        ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

“Kal Ho Naa Ho” a story which I started writing a year back and haven’t completed yet…Few people are waiting since a year to read the ending of this story.So here I go…
Karan’s (POV)

Waiting for her response I woke up early morning.And I first checked my Mobile.No response.She has not responded.I consoled myself by thinking She might not have seen it yet.No sooner I realised I was late.I quickly rushed in to the washroom and got ready for work.I took a Cab and was having a look out of the window.Glancing through the same place where we meet first Time.I wish she responds and I meet her back.Later I reached office..Got involved in my daily work.Looking at the clock continuously I wanted to go home..Whenever my mobile beeped I got Curious.But she wasn’t it.My work hours were over.I went Home.Got freshed and was about to sleep.My phone beeped she responded “Same place Same Time “I looked at the Clock and immediately rushed caught a cab and went to that place.I found her here and there and everywhere.She wasn’t there.I sat there looking at the waves throwing stones in water.While I was deep involved in past memories I felt a soft hand at my shoulder and so I looked back to see who it was?Unbelievable it was she. Yes she came.And I was so Happy..I hugged her..I cried and said Please don’t do this to me..”I Love You”Say something now I said but now she was quite..She started laughing weirdly Don’t know whether it was a laugh or a cry.

Aashna..Aashna Agarwal I had everything Every luxury in my Life.The thing I named and I had it.But than something happened which changed my Life…

With lots of question in my eyes I asked “Aashna say what happened?

She said “ I am living a Life beyond death”

With my eyes raised and ears wide.I was shocked to hear this.She continued

I  visited this place very often.One night while I was walking I got a call.I was speaking on the phone.And a Car tharshed me.I was taken to the hospital and was declared ……This place has certain dreams of Mine..My ambitions, My career.But everything ruined in a fraction of second “Vo Kehte haina Zindagi badalne k liye Ek pal hi kaafi hota Hai“Than one day I met You I realised you came here to suicide and I don’t want you to do it.I wanted to live but my life was snatched...”Life is a beautiful gift given by God and we should respect it”

And There is Life beyond death. I love this life too.I am a free bird here.I still write.The only thing is It’s not like before .Not everyone can see me.Not everyone can speak to me.

I cried like never before”For the first time I loved someone and it proves out to be this.Please say this all is a lie .You are Just Joking.    

“Live the life you dream,Dream the life you love”My life is finish but you have a long way to go.Take this (Something covered with a paper) and “I Love you too”.May be u might not see me after this Coz my work is done.I was still half alive coz my last wish my dream was incomplete.And Today I found someone and I have complete faith You will complete my dream.So I take a leave. Love you 

Always remember “Enjoy Every moment of Your Life”Kya Pata Kal Ho Naa Ho…

And with her soft hands she closed my eyes and kissed me on cheek.And when I opened my eyes she disappeared.I went home.Opened the thing she had given me It was a Diary, Her Diary, Her Story, Her Dream to be a writer and Note(The Story is incomplete.Can you complete it for me?)..From that day I got a reason to live.Never ever I have thought of Suiciding now..Everyday I complete her story by living my story.Even today I visit the place with a hope I could see her but she doesn’t comes.The Love of My Life taught me to Live…To Love 

I Love You Aashna. And with this sentence the story of the best selling Novel ended .Guess the author? No it’s not Karan…

It’s Aashna. Yes he wrote it on her behalf.

I guess you”ll will be wondering what’s the name of the book?If not start wondering..The cover page at the end..

So this was the Story “Kal Ho Naa Ho”.Till now even the secret was revealed why she said “Kal Ho Naa Ho”I don’t know how it is?Whether it’s good or not?.But it is what it is and at the end I will just  leave you”ll with this song.

“Harpal yaha Ji bhar Jiyo Jo Hai Sama Kal Ho Naa Ho”

Now I would answer the question i asked at the beginning..Is it a real or a fiction story?Anyone can say now it’s a fiction story..I have completely imagined it..But I have lived the character..

Secondly I know further I would be getting questions like Why such a ending?

1) I haven’t seen happy endings in my life.How can I write one? I believe And they lived happily ever after exists only in stories and not in real life..

2) I always felt the need to keep a ending impactful…

So what do you”ll learns

Dreams don’t die unless we do but there is a Life beyond death

Please Let me know your reviews

           ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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CRUSHES MAKES US ALIVE💗💗💗


Crushes makes us alive..Here I go with my 3rd Story.

“Life had given me so many options to choose from.But I choose something Out of the syllabus”
                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Concept Credit- TV Serial Kuch Toh Log Kahenge.A remake of Pakistani TV serial “Dhoop Kinare“A Love story between 2 individual having Substantial age Gap. 
“Kuch Toh Log Kahenge”..One of my Favrt TV Serials.Firstly bcoz of the actress “Kritika Kamra”And secondly ofcourse bcoz of the concept.

The Concept which says “Two individuals having a substantial age Gap falling in love with each other”.Will the Society accept them?Forget about society will their parents say yes?Does Age Gap really matters ??

I liked this concept and so I was in search of a story and yes I found one..This story is written only from a single person’s point of View 

Have you ever had a crush on a person who is bigger than you?Yes this is what my new story all about. 

Before Beginning I would just say I leave it to my readers to decide whether this story is true or it’s fiction. 

But always remember “Fiction is someone’s exact life story”

Nidhi’s (POV)

A Simple Girl but at the same time a person who carry attitude.My heart never beated for someone.I was just not interested in anyone.Just Stone Hearted I might be.Few people tried hard to impress me but never were they successfull.And that’s how I Grown Up.But one day someone came in my Life.A Tall and Handsome person.It was never Crush at First Sight.

I still remember the first time when I met that person.A preety casual and formal meet it was.None of us had any impressions of that meet.Soon we started meeting very often of course due to professional reasons and it was always professional meets.But Slowly I don’t know I started Hating the Person.I hated him from the Bottom Core of my heart.I heard others saying all Not so good things about him and hated him more.I don’t even know the reason for this hatred.

I remember the day when I sat on his Bike “I wished the Journey never ends.Though we were silent throughout the Journey.I didn’t know what to say?He asked few questions about my family and that’s it.But the Silence was awesome.

I remember the day when he appreciated me.It was overwhelming.The day when he said “You look beautiful” I Stared myself more than before.

But Life has always played a Game with me the person or the thing which I hated the most no sooner I start loving them..

Was this possible?Will I ever like the person whom I hated sooo Veryyy much.Slowly days pass on I kept falling in troubles and he kept on solving my problems.Sometimes he stood behind me.Sometimes he stood ahead me.Most of the times he helped me without letting me know.I came to know that later.I was taken by his this Quality.Soon people started speaking some Good things about him “Saying he seems tough but he is soft”

This is how I describe him..

Arrogant, Rude, Mr.Attitude, Angry Young Man, Stone Hearted, Crazy.And a person who doesn’t know how to smile?

And Yes slowly I started Liking Him..May be a Crush or may be a attraction.

Life changed completely.He unkowingly gave me everything what I desired.Knows every part of my personality.But still there is a problem.

 Age..I never knew I will fall in for a person who is 9-10 yrs older than me.
And So I want this to remain a Crush.Only a CRush.Further story not yet destined.Lets see how my destiny responds.

Today he’s my Crush.Even I laugh at my destiny.

“Life had given me so many options to choose from.But I choose something Out of the syllabus”

But it was not intentional it just happened.

It’s like “Pyaar ki aahat bhi Hai aur hichkhichat bhi”

Please let me know your reviews “Does Age Gap matters?

A song dedicated from me to my Crush from TV serial “Kuch Toh Log Kahenge”

Pyaase Hai Naina,Tarse saare Raina..        Jinme Tu Hai rehta,Haal Kyu.                      Tu jaane Na, Saiyyan Pehchane Naa..        Hal Man ka Kyu tu jaane Na.                        Saiyyan Nainon ki bhasha samje Naa.

Kuch Toh Hai Zaroor Dil Mera Kitna Majboor….                                                           Jaanke bhi ty jaane Na..                                 Saiyyan Nainon ki bhasha samje Naa..💗

What do you”ll think? Is it a true story?Well I think it’s a true one.

                  

  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar💗💗

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Cruhses Makes Us Alive💗💗💗


“Na konala Khabar Naa konala Tras tya Duniyet fakt apan ani aapli feeling Dusra Koni nahi”That’s a Crush
                     ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar                                    

Here comes my 2nd story of “Crushes makes us alive” .Well again that’s not my story.A story where in you will be driven to a journey of  two different​ individuals..

A story of Myra and Ahil.Two diferrent individuals,different thoughts, different religions.The religions which never coincide.

Myra

A Simple girl.Family before dreams is her main motive in life..A typical maharshtrian girl.Avarager in studies.No dreams as such.No aims, No ambitions just living her routine life.Friendly to anyone and everyone.Just one thing she wishes to see her parents happy.

Aahil

Aahil..As the name says he belongs to a Islamic origin. A cool, handsome good looking guy..Topper in academics. Sportsman.A Perfect boy, every girl wishes to have.                          

This story is shared from Myra’s point of view.

Here I go..

Myra’s (Point of View)

What is Crush?This feeling is so different and even this word is so different.During school time I didn’t even knew the meaning of Crush.One day one of my friend told me the meaning of “Crush” And I was like What Nonsense is this.I don’t believe in all this , I said.

She just said “There will come a day when you will not only feel but also believe in it”

I thought crush is liking someone, spending time with someone but destiny has planned something else for me.Something which I haven’t thought of happened and at that time I understood how much power the word “Crush” have.

The Story begins…

I was in 8 th Std when he came in to my life.It was not Crush at first sight.We started speaking everyday and slowing some feelings developed.The beautiful feeling when he was in front of me.I wanted him to speak and Me just listen..

“Hrudayat vaje something saare Jag Vate happening aste sada me ata dreaming”

Such a different I used to feel.My heart was celebrating some different Joy.I felt like a free bird.

One day he proposed me and that day was like “Puri Duniya mere Kadmon thi”.   I don’t know what to say I was quiet.Finally after a long pause I said,“Kaise hum ye keh de ki haa ji haa Qubool Hai”  

I was aware of the consequences and so I said “Let’s be Best Friends” and he readily agreed coz he didn’t wanted to lose me.

Today we are not together coz the same destiny which brought us close also made us split.After being together as a friend for almost 9 yrs had to bid a good bye.A heartbreaking feeling it is.When we have a crush, or when we love someone we never see a person’s look, religion, his status.But the Society does..

Well I think this is the end of this story..The person currently in another state.We both are good in our life.Trying to have another  crush which is next to impossible.

This is my first Crush story.I will always remember my first Crush.

For me Crush is like “Na konala Khabar Naa konala Tras tya Duniyet fakt apan ani aapli feeling Dusra Koni nahi”

A song dedicated to my Crush

Sun mere Humsafar Kya tujhe it si bhi Khabar…                                                             Ki Teri saasein chalti jidhar…                     Rahungi Bas Vahi umra bhar…  

At last now I say ”  Haa ji Haa Qubool Hai”.But now it’s of no use..

This is short and sweet story of my friend.The story was originally submitted in Marathi.I never knew this part of my friends life.A Heart melting story….

I haven’t added much things here the Simplicity of this story is it’s beauty.

Please let me know your reviews.

                      ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar


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LEARN FROM YOUR FAILURES….


Vo Kaamyabi hi Kya jisme Haarne ka maja Naa Ho”

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

FAILURE“a small word but it can lead to disasters.Since my school times we have been reading stories of SUCCESS but there were rarely any stiories which focused on FAILURES.Today I wished to share my own story of Failure..
The Story Begins..
1st Prize- Ayesha Ghadigaonkar for standing 1st in Class, Ranker of languages,Topper,Winner of Carrom Competition,prizes in cooking competition,etc.That’s how my life was.Winning Everytime and in everything I participate.My teachers used to say a quote “Failures are the stepping stone to Success” I used to wonder how would I be Successful than I have never experienced failure.But than I also used to think I don’t have the courage to withstand FAILURES.

Life was easy going till my school days.As I stepped in to college as in 11th std.Still it was good.But as soon as I entered 12th my world turned upside down.I got the first feeling of Failure in my 12th STD.I used to wonder sometimes will I even paas? Though I passed with first class but for a person scoring 90℅ in 10th std and suddenly dropping on an average score was the biggest failure.I Failed in my parent’s eyes.I failed in my eyes.Depressing phase it was but God gave me a opportunity to overcome it.Soon I joined Nutrition Course I just studied from my heart and not to be a topper.But I was a Topper and this gave me back my Lost Confidence.This is how I overcame my failures.But this story doesn’t ends here.There’s a further story too..

MSc Story
Bsc in Nutrition and Dietetics (1st rank) Ayesha Ghadigaonkar.

The same person who topped the college failed in MSc Interview.Some people say it was not your mistake just wrong time.But No I say “If I have the Courage to accept I am a ranker than also should I have Courage to accept that yes I did failed”This proved out to be a disturbing failure.I was disturbed, Broken, Shattered.But luckily I already had a opportunity in my hand.I was already appointed as a Dietician in a Gym.And so I didn’t had the time to Cry over it.I moved ahead with my Job. Still not the end one more story ahead.

One more Story
I applied for a Course there was a selection procedure for it.A private course for Entrepreneurship.Yes I got selected.But I was adamant that I can join this course only if I am given a Scholarship.And they denied.Though they had a good reason.I was late to apply for the scholarship procedure.And so even after being selected for normal course I didn’t went ahead.But later I came to know the person who took my interview said to someone .Her interview was not so good,etc etc.But I just wondered OK My interview was not good.Than on basis of what had you selected me for the Normal Course?This failure didn’t affect me.It was just a Normal Course.I would just say Still I will be a Entrepreneur.

Job Story

I wasn’t prepared for a job mentally.Nor do I was trained.And No senior at my Gym.Only me.They assumed I knew everything.May be I did but still practical knowledge is different.I started working but being Introvert and Shy It was Difficult for me to Convince others.And a Dietician in Fitness Industry we need to speak a lot.This is not a failure. It’s my drawback I am trying to improve on it.

Just imagine and put yourself in my situation and think for a while.
A Introvert,shy person who barely speaks chooses a field Nutrition.And inspite of me knowing my biggest drawback Speaking inspite of being in a hospital or clinical industry I choose Fitness Industry.Where DIETICIANS have to be Good Speakers.Coz Gym industry is all a game of how you speak.How well you convince others.

That’s what I like to do.To Challenge myself.One thing I am not good at but someday the same thing I will be best at.And I know I will.

These were my failure stories..And yes I do stand out strong after overcoming my failures.

I just want to make people realize my value that they have let gone a right person.Once I leave it’s Difficult for me to return.

I learned from my failures.My failures taught me

Life is a constant struggle.Success is a destination.But failure is your journey.And achieving success without experiencing failure is like sitting in a roller coaster ride which doesn’t makes You scare.

Learn from your failures to achieve success.

Kisine kaha hai “Haarna jeetna Kismat ki baat hai lekin hum Koshish bhi naa Kare ye toh Galat baat hai”

Someone said”Winning,Losing is a game of destiny but if we don’t try it’s a wrong thing”

Mera Manna hai “Vo Kaamyabi hi Kya Jo aapko Virasat Mai mile”

Strive for your Success and if you fail.Just remember” Raat k Baad hi toh savers hota hai”(There ‘s a Sunrise after every Darknight)

So finally even I got a experience of failures.Can I be Successful now?
Can Share your Failure stories and how you overcame it.

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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CRUSHES MAKES US ALIVE💓💓💓


Story writing is  art not everyone can write it.

                       ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

So here I go with the first Story of Crushes Makes Us Alive
This story is a real story of my friend.Names of characters are being changed.

Imagination is my Talent.I can make people imagine which is not even real. Lets’s imagine You are travelling in a train and You have this Novel in Your hand“Crushes Makes Us Alive”.While reading this if you feel your heart was alive please comment.How and Why it was alive…

“This story will take You a Train where You can imagine anything even if doesn’t exist and there is no destination of this train just Enjoy the Journey of reading”

A Story Of Gunjan and Samrat

“Opposites attract they say”I never thought about that.I just thought it’s a phrase.But this story will make you”ll believe in this Phrase.

Gunjan

Gunjan a girl who believes in Simplicity and a average looking girl.Indian attires(Salwar Kameez) with a dupatta on her head which never got slipped from her head is what she usually used to wear..A typical Indian Girl from her attires as well as her heart.“Chasmis”is what they called her but her specks was the most elegant thing in her look.A bit shy and studious kind.She would behave like a dominating and bossy personality with her friends but for others she was introvert and Antisocial found mostly in corner of class.A straight forward girl who doesn’t care about what others think.Her words are like “Green Chilli“you might get hurt sometimes.

“A stone From outside but soft-hearted actually”

I hope I made justice to your Introduction my dear friend.

Now it’s time to describe the Guy.I haven’t seen him but still I”ll try to describe him.

Samrat

A Cool Dude,A normal looking Guy as fair as Harry Potter,his black curly hair which were always messed added a charm to his fair look.South African T-shirts A Fun loving guy exact opposite to what my friend was.He used to tease everyone,make weird faces.The most beautiful part of his personality was his smile.His smile made my friends heart skipped a beat..His walk was weird infact he himself was a weirdo..

What do You”ll think?Will these North and South directions meet and probably how would they meet?

Gunjan’s (POV)

I never believed in love at first sight, but when I saw him for the first time, I started believing in crush at first sight.    And my heart started singing the song..

 Woh Pehli baar Jab Hum Mile….
 Ho gaye shuru ye Silsile….
Ho gaya ye Dil deewana….
Hota hai pyaar Kya isne jaana..    

He was my lab partner and in my view he was the most handsome guy in our entire class. He just came to me and asked “what are we supposed to do?” and I just replied “practical I guess”, he gave me a weird look, mentally I slapped myself for behaving like a dumb and losing the first opportunity to interact with him. My feelings for him was getting strong after each passing day. I used to look for him wherever I go, just to get a glimpse of him. It was completely unusual that I was going crazy for someone who dont even know my name. Then he actually started to understand my signals I guess, because whenever I used to look at him, he was always staring at me. He always tries to stand beside me in other practical classes. We used to travel in same bus so whenever I crossed his bus stop I would desperately search for him to see whether he catches the same bus or not. After seeing him in my bus I usually get nervous and happy at the same time. I always used to act weird around him but I was happy because he was as weird as me. When I used to do practical I made sure to look at him from the corner of my eyes and he was usually looking at me, which made my heart beat faster. He was the most decent guy I had ever met, though I was his partner and he knew somewhere that I like him he never even touched my hand by mistake. And it increased respect for him in my heart. Even after all these things we talk about necessary things only. After two years we took admission in different colleges. We still follow each other on instagram but till today I dont even have courage to message him a simple “hello” because I m afraid what if he never replies or what if he dont like me anymore? I still wonder sometime he ever liked me? or it was just my illusion?

Whatever it was but Vo pal meri Zindagi K Sabse Haseen Pal the.I didn’t needed any reason to smile.I smiled without any reason.The World suddenly started appearing beautiful.

Kuch Toh hua Hai,Kuch ho gaya Hai…
Do chaar din se lagta hai jaise…         

Sab kuch alag hai Sab kuch Naya hai…
Kuch Toh hua Hai,Kuch ho gaya hai…
Ab akele Mai Muskurati hu…
Badli hui si meri ada hai…
Kuch Toh hua Hai, Kuch ho gaya Hai…

These crushes and feelings are confusing but still it makes us feel alive because there is no commitment, no restrictions, no regret, no hurt and no heart break.
Yes that’s what I wanna say..


“If Love is Dairy Milk than Crushes are Eclairs”

And Yes” Crushes Makes Us Alive”

There is No end to a story with CRUSH.You can have a lifetime Crush on someone and still stay happy coz as said“there is no restriction,no commitment, no heartbreak, no hurt, no regret.Coz as the word says “It’s a CRUSH.

Why Do they Call it Crush?Bcoz that’s how you feel when they don’t feel the same way in return.

Miley Jab Hum Tum Song Dedicated to my friend and actually a very special friend.

Hulchul ho Dil mai, Miley Jab Hum Tum                        
Suhane Weather Mai Miley Jab Hum  Tum❤‍
Koi Khiladi hai yaha,O jaane Jana…
Koi Khiladi pe fida, O jaane Jana…
Dono akele Miley Jab Hum Tum…
Najron se khele Miley Jab Hum Tum…

I hope my friends like the editing I have done and I hope it makes your Day.You are a very special friend of mine.

Love you loads❤‍

So Guys Does Crushes Makes You alive?Do you”ll like this story?This story might remind you about your crushes and if it does than I am successful in what I have written.Can share your Crush stories.

I just wanna ask Can I be a Fiction Writer?

And Would you again like to travel through this train?

                ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar❤‍

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CRUSHES MAKES US ALIVE❤❤❤


Crushes Make Us alive😍😍..

Life is very small, experience every feeling I say..

                       ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I have grown as a writer over these years.I have touched almost all aspects of writing.But still there was a boundary to what I wrote,I had set certain limitations to write.But now I feel I should come out of this Boundaries to explore the world of Writing.Writers express what they have seen,what they feel and which is nowhere wrong.Every single person has feelings.Few express few don’t so that doesn’t mean those who express are the only ones Who have feelings.Feelings are Feelings and we should learn the art of expressing it out.That’s what I want to do.
Crushes Make Us Alive

“Saamne Yeh Kaun aya,Dil Mai Hui Hulchul Dekhke Bas Ek Hi Jhalak ho gaye Hum Paagal”.                                                                                                                                                         

I just wrote the Lyrics You”ll already started Singing.We have discussed about Passion, Life, Dream, Ambition, Success just thought this time let’s discuss something Different.

What Do You think when You Imagine the word Crushes.Wait a Second I know”😍💗😍”.This emotion we use right?Now people would be staright away lying if they say I don’t have a Crushe.It’s a very natural thing.These days people have end Number Of Crushes.It can be a friend,a celebrity,a unknown person or any one.It’s a immediate feeling we get after seeing that person.As if a electric current is passing throughout,Heart starts beating Faster and we dream with open Eyes..Have You”ll ever Felt that?But it’s a Short term feeling might be.It’s not “Love“..There is a huge difference between Love and Crush.After speaking about Crushes now people here would be expecting to share a story.Of course I have Stories But not so early will I share them and Believe me they are amazing stories.

Stay Tuned with my Blog Posts..

Happy Blogging:-)

                 ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar❤❤❤

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A DIFFERENT JOURNEY…


Today First day of My Internship..A day well spent..Good Colleagues in fact Very Good. I don’t know how but where ever I go I find Good people around..But the problem is with me I stayed Quiet as Usual..It takes time for me to adjust to New Surroundings…They try to speak and I speak To the point..Never Mind I”ll try to Improve..That was about my Internship..

One more Incidence Which happened today..                                                                    I was returning to home my work was over it was around 9.00 pm..A man came and Said My Son is Hungry Please buy a Balloon..I don’t know how and why but I bought it..He gave me the balloon..I said “Let it be You keep”but he insisted..I said “Where will I keep it But??Than he replied give it to Some Kid..I said ok and I went thinking I”ll give it to a kid in my Building..I carried it all the way throughout my Journey to Dadar in My Hand..And was thinking about the Kid to whom i will give the balloon..But just a Five minutes away from My Building A kid at roadside Looked to the Balloon I gave it to him and went ahead..When I went home a Kid was waiting For me as soon as I entered he caughthold for a while I thought I could have given it to him But he was as it is Happy…

This is what happens When a Person says Kid I can’t stop myself..In fact no one Could stop themself…

“If a little price Brings happiness to few facts than Y not and when they are Kids Of course we should”

I am not praising myself and have no intentions to promote this post..Itz just I want to save it permanently somewhere.  

Enjoy the Journey by helping others the way You can

Travelling in the same Way itz Boring..So this was “A Different Journey

A Journey to…………………………………………..
       

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A JOURNEY OF A BLOGGER…


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I don’t speak so just thought let my Blog speak…

                   ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

“The Journey of a Blogger” What do You”ll think??How would this journey be??Well it’s very normal and simple .. Not the one like my stories with twist and Turns..A simple Story..A ordinary story after all everything can’t be extraordinary …But I am sure after reading this You”ll will be inspired to do the thing You”ll love..

In my story Destiny is the hero…
“Destiny created a Chain for my destination I just Catched each chain and at the end I reached the Second  last and that was Blogging..Still the last one is a Bit away..

Blogging…I have already spoken a lot
about Blogging..But still today I will speak again and Why should I not??After all My Blog Completed 1 year..Let’s Begin this Story From How I actually began to Blog..What made me taught of Blogging??
So, Here we Begin..
F.Y (Nutrition and Dietetics ) Student..A Student who hardly used to speak..Hardly used to participate..I admit I had attitude I always waited For opportunities to come to me and even now I wait..If someone asked me will you participate? than only I will participate otherwise I was least interested..Now the word Blog settled in my Mind From a Session organized by our College..Kajal Bhatia(The Food and Nutrition Blogger ) was the speaker..The session was really very impressive and Knowledgeable..At the end of Session when Kajal mam asked “How many of You”ll will open a Blog?? Majority in the Class raised their hands..I didn’t raised my Hand..I knew Few people have taught that it was my attitude But that wasn’t..The reason was  I won’t say I will Do it untill I am 100℅ sure about it and I wasn’t sure that time..Years passed and the Blogging memories faded..I don’t know how But I became an Daily Fb user and Started posting Daily..and people liked it..But the Turning Point was the Workshop which I attended at American Consulate”Empowering Youth as a Citizen Journalist” my teacher and the Vice Principal Of my College send the details to me..I hardly knew what it was about..I trusted her and attended it..There are Very few Incidences where I reach Before time..This was one of them..I reached early..I saw a Girl sitting there.I went and sat beside her.For a while I was struggling to speak ..What and How should I speak??Later I introduced myself..She also introduced her and said She is a Blogger..We started Speaking as if we were Friends for a Long time.The Workshop definately proved beneficial..At lunch few more Friends,even my Juniors in College Accompanied us..They Questioned us “How long are You”ll friends?? She said “We met today and Look we don’t even Know each other’s name yet and yet we were speaking the whole day..We introduced Ourself But Our Introduction didn’t had name..Later it was time to leave and we exchanged Numbers with a promise to Stay in Touch..Sometimes we speak like If we know the person for years and some times even if we know the person for years we aren’t comfortable to speak”Few days later we just had a Casual talk through messages..A group “Citizen Journalist “was created..After few days she asked me “Will you like to write articles for my Magazine???How Could I say No?? I said “Yes Of course”and than I wrote few articles..But She had To Continue Her MA and So She has taken a Space from all this..On 3 rd June 2015 I thought If I can write than Even I can Blog..I enquired How should I begin??She said “Download apps” and I didn’t remember Much things From the lecture But I remember”Wordpress” So I downloaded WordPress app…and my First post “I wish we Could edit our life just like we edit our pics” but there wasn’t any response..I got back to her and asked How should I promote it.She said promote it through a page..
Within 3 days on 7th June I launched my Page “Being Unique”I just gave a description in what it is about..The name was just given in a Hurry ..Coz I had to name it something..So I named it “Being Unique”..Actually my only intentions were just to share the Blog Link on page..But the Description of the page said a lot…Immediately I send Invitess to my Facebook friends..I wasn’t expecting much response bcoz I hadn’t posted there wasn’t any profile pic nor Cover photo..Just the name “Being Unique” and It’s description…But I was shocked to see the Response..As soon I invited My Frnds they liked the page immediately and a Comment from my teacher “Great idea would like to see your thought” that made me think ..How Could I only share the Blog link …If people expect than I should post something and Such was the Making Of ” BeinG Unique” ..

Let me thank a few more people…
Mala mam
Arushi Raj(The Girl whom I met at Workshop)

And last But not the least Let me thank Myself..Blogging is not easy..It requires patience.I usually do all my work at night.My mind works more beautiful in the presence Of Moonlight…

That’s all that was How I began Blogging and the Journey is still Continued and I hope it Continues Lifelong….Well this was just How I began my Blog??and What Incidences lead me to Blog??But the Journey,the actual struggle of Blogging is still yet to Come..

Are You”ll inspired By this post???

                 ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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KAL HO NAA HO….❤


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“Life changes every moment You never  Know what Tomorrow has planned for you..So always Enjoi your present and Live every moment of your life Kyunki Kya Pata “KAL HO NAA HO”

                          ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

“KAL HO NAA HO” a movie, a song..But today I don’t want to discuss about this movie and Song..I want to write Something different and Believe me To write this Different thing I listened  this song almost more than 50 times and  I Cried It’s doubled..I think before You write anything it’s neccessary to feel the moment,to live the moment..I went through every Single lyric Of this song..
“KAL HO NAA HO” those 4 words carry a deep meaning Inside and I want to take You”ll through a Story to Understand these 4 words…

Whether this Story is real, partially real or Completely imaginary I leave it to my readers to decide it…
The names are Completely Fictional…

Karan’s (POV)
Lost in the Clouds of Sorrow I was Walking, Walking and Walking..I didn’t knew which Destination will it lead to..I was just walking along the path…Today I was declared Officially an Failure…I hate My life..Why me???I don’t succeed in anything that I do and Finally I decided to end My life..I went along a Sea Shore to end My life.. It was around 1 am and the roads were Silent..As soon as I reached Sea Shore …I saw a Girl.A beautiful Girl with a Beautiful smile..the Curve of her smile was even larger than my laughter…her Brown eyes to which No one could stop them self from staring at her and her Messy hair which she kept on settling everytime..Her Pyjama and Top absolutely went with her Looks and Her slippers added to the Casual attire…I don’t know what was she Up To ..She was Standing watching the Sky..Speaking with Moon, Glancing at the Stars..I went Closer and as soon as I heard her Voice..I felt as If an Electric Current passed through me…I have never heard such a Beautiful Voice..A totally soft-spoken Voice..I went more Closer and She Noticed me….”Oh Hello What?? What are You Looking??she questioned and with my teeth Trembling I answered “Nothing”..She left that place and went on Other Side..I was still Noticing her the Joy on her face…the sparkle in her eyes..I wondered about Her perfect Life?? For a while I postponed my Suicide plan and wanted to know about her happy life..How Could a person on earth be so Happy???…I decided to know the reason and I went to her…She gave me a Weird Look..
I said ” Hello I am Karan and You???
She didn’t responded..Still I tried So what are You doing here at Late night you seem very happy..She Neglected..I kept on Trying But she didn’t responded..Finally I was Tired and about to leave than a Voice came From behind ” Aashna..My name is Aashna” Ohh that’s a beautiful name I said.I made her Comfortable and when she thought she can speak to me I enquired
So Aashna If you don’t mind Can I ask You something?? “Go ahead’ she replied..
Your life must be Good..You look so happy..Can I know this reason behind Your Happiness???

She taught For a while…and Replied..
My Life is full Of Happiness…I have everything that I want..You name it and I have It…( I was Carefully listening to every word which she said)..My life is probably was like a Fairy tale…I Lived a Princess Life…But than You Know everything can’t be Perfect..“Jab sab kuch acha hota hai toh Kuch aisa hota hai Jo aapki Zindagi badal deta hai”
What Happened???Aashna say something and Tears rolled down her eyes..and with her Tearful Voice she said ” I want to live every moment of My life” Kya pata Kal Ho Naa Ho” and immediately she left with tears in her eyes.. ….I stood there watching her from behind..I wanted to meet her again and Hope destiny Favours me and So I postponed my Plan Of Suicide…Her words “KAL HO NAA HO”were running through my Mind..and my only wish was to meet her..Looking at the Sea Shore I spent the whole night Thinking…Thinking and Thinking and with the Thoughts Of Meeting Aashna I went Home..
“Ek lamhe mai ek najar aisa asar kar jaati hai Jo akhri saans jaane k baad bhi nahi jaata”

“Sometimes a particular moment leaves a deep impact on your soul which doesn’t leave you even after your death” ..Really that day left a Deep impact on me..

Will Karan ever meet Aashna???If yes than How and where would they meet??and why Did Aashna said that Sentence??.Many questions right But Answers are in Further story… So Guys read this story and let me know your view through Comments..Do You”ll want me To Continue with this Story?? Will Continue only after seeing the Response..

Tagline:- Live every moment You Love and Love Every moment you live…

                 ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar