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Life – A ENDLESS STRUGGLE…


“If you feel like quitting always think JUST A FEW MORE STEPS ” and I’ll be there at my destination!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I had seen myself growing as a blogger, as a dietician, as a writer but sometimes I don’t know why even if everything is good I suddenly feel depressed coz I haven’t achieved my destination yet…I have so many dreams and haven’t reached even half the way…

I wonder when will it happen? Or it will ever happen? Or I am just a dreamer who fails to execute dreams in to reality.Sometimes I feel to quit everything and sit quiet but when I look back i could see I have travelled a lot…Even the start point is not visible.So quiting sounds a very bad idea.And so I write Inspirational posts coz most of the times I am myself confused, stressed and depressed for no reason.

I don’t understand where exactly I want to reach? Am I on the right way? Or have i lost track? A Inspirational writer being frustrated, being stressed but still managing to write inspirational posts!

I spend ample amount of time for my passion and in return I also receive taunts. “It’s of no use just wastage of time..Are you earning anything through it? If no then leave it…

I just want to say I do not blog to earn.I blog because I love to…But my love for blogging still haven’t reached on it’s destination.And so I am currently tired of this struggle.. Though I am still trying every possible way I could but some where even a Inspirational writer needs a motivation..

Let’s see where my life takes me in this never ending struggle.

Life is a endless struggle to quit or to succeed is our choice…

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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Life..(A message) 


Every movie has a unique message in it is what I always say and yes I am right. Now what message do you think we get from film”Ishq Vishq Pyaar Vyaar”.Most of the people will say it’s just a romantic movie but there is a important message. Recently I faced a situation in which I wanted a particular thing and I had almost achieved it. Say 90% but 10% was my destiny and it didn’t supported me..So it went away from me. Being sad,depressed I spent 2 days. But at 3rd day I remebered a dialogue Amrita Rao said in Ishq Vishq. “If your love wants to go away from you let it go.If it comes back than it’s yours”(Agar tumhara pyaar tumse door jaana chahe to use jaane do agar vo lautkar aye to voh tumhara hai) .  And I applied this in my situation an opportunity went away from me.. So I thought if this opportunity  went away from me let it go. If it comes back than it’s mine.. And I know it’s mine only. I believe in a thing called Law of Attraction.. When I truly desire something from my heart I have always got it. I was unaware of my this quality my boss made me aware of it.His experiences and his observations made him understand my this quality. 

So my conclusion is “If a opportunity goes away from you it was never yours let it go but if it comes back than it’s yours.

And I believe that opportunity will return with a speed more than it went away from me. I have always tried to understand  the hints of my destiny and yes I did. 

Inshaallah it has to return.I have complete faith in myself. And once it returns I will be writing a post again on it. 

Think in a different way is what I say. Not only movies gives u message even our day to day life gives us important messages. Some messages to cherish for long time.. 

             ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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Random Thoughts


Just Wondering what if my mom would have seen writing me?Would she be happy?Or she would have called it a waste of time?Writing is still fine..But what about writing Love stories?She would have encouraged me? Or Scolded?

I try a lot to speak to her but photographs don’t respond.

But still what I would say is today I can write coz she gave birth to a writer, to a thinker.

Well I can’t answer this only She can!

One song from the movie “Ti sadhya Kay karte” which was probably used for a love story. But here I am dedicating it to my mom.

Kitida Navyane Tula athavave dolyatle Pani Navyane bahave

Translation

Everytime when I think of you in a new way Tears roll down my eyes in a new way…

     

                   From your loving daughter

                 ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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💗💗KAL HO NAA HO💗💗


Jab Zindagi Karvat Badalti Hai…         Naa Jane vo humse Kya chahti Hai…   Hum toh use apnana chahte Hai..           Lekin Vo humse muh fer leti Hai…

                        ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

“Kal Ho Naa Ho” a story which I started writing a year back and haven’t completed yet…Few people are waiting since a year to read the ending of this story.So here I go…
Karan’s (POV)

Waiting for her response I woke up early morning.And I first checked my Mobile.No response.She has not responded.I consoled myself by thinking She might not have seen it yet.No sooner I realised I was late.I quickly rushed in to the washroom and got ready for work.I took a Cab and was having a look out of the window.Glancing through the same place where we meet first Time.I wish she responds and I meet her back.Later I reached office..Got involved in my daily work.Looking at the clock continuously I wanted to go home..Whenever my mobile beeped I got Curious.But she wasn’t it.My work hours were over.I went Home.Got freshed and was about to sleep.My phone beeped she responded “Same place Same Time “I looked at the Clock and immediately rushed caught a cab and went to that place.I found her here and there and everywhere.She wasn’t there.I sat there looking at the waves throwing stones in water.While I was deep involved in past memories I felt a soft hand at my shoulder and so I looked back to see who it was?Unbelievable it was she. Yes she came.And I was so Happy..I hugged her..I cried and said Please don’t do this to me..”I Love You”Say something now I said but now she was quite..She started laughing weirdly Don’t know whether it was a laugh or a cry.

Aashna..Aashna Agarwal I had everything Every luxury in my Life.The thing I named and I had it.But than something happened which changed my Life…

With lots of question in my eyes I asked “Aashna say what happened?

She said “ I am living a Life beyond death”

With my eyes raised and ears wide.I was shocked to hear this.She continued

I  visited this place very often.One night while I was walking I got a call.I was speaking on the phone.And a Car tharshed me.I was taken to the hospital and was declared ……This place has certain dreams of Mine..My ambitions, My career.But everything ruined in a fraction of second “Vo Kehte haina Zindagi badalne k liye Ek pal hi kaafi hota Hai“Than one day I met You I realised you came here to suicide and I don’t want you to do it.I wanted to live but my life was snatched...”Life is a beautiful gift given by God and we should respect it”

And There is Life beyond death. I love this life too.I am a free bird here.I still write.The only thing is It’s not like before .Not everyone can see me.Not everyone can speak to me.

I cried like never before”For the first time I loved someone and it proves out to be this.Please say this all is a lie .You are Just Joking.    

“Live the life you dream,Dream the life you love”My life is finish but you have a long way to go.Take this (Something covered with a paper) and “I Love you too”.May be u might not see me after this Coz my work is done.I was still half alive coz my last wish my dream was incomplete.And Today I found someone and I have complete faith You will complete my dream.So I take a leave. Love you 

Always remember “Enjoy Every moment of Your Life”Kya Pata Kal Ho Naa Ho…

And with her soft hands she closed my eyes and kissed me on cheek.And when I opened my eyes she disappeared.I went home.Opened the thing she had given me It was a Diary, Her Diary, Her Story, Her Dream to be a writer and Note(The Story is incomplete.Can you complete it for me?)..From that day I got a reason to live.Never ever I have thought of Suiciding now..Everyday I complete her story by living my story.Even today I visit the place with a hope I could see her but she doesn’t comes.The Love of My Life taught me to Live…To Love 

I Love You Aashna. And with this sentence the story of the best selling Novel ended .Guess the author? No it’s not Karan…

It’s Aashna. Yes he wrote it on her behalf.

I guess you”ll will be wondering what’s the name of the book?If not start wondering..The cover page at the end..

So this was the Story “Kal Ho Naa Ho”.Till now even the secret was revealed why she said “Kal Ho Naa Ho”I don’t know how it is?Whether it’s good or not?.But it is what it is and at the end I will just  leave you”ll with this song.

“Harpal yaha Ji bhar Jiyo Jo Hai Sama Kal Ho Naa Ho”

Now I would answer the question i asked at the beginning..Is it a real or a fiction story?Anyone can say now it’s a fiction story..I have completely imagined it..But I have lived the character..

Secondly I know further I would be getting questions like Why such a ending?

1) I haven’t seen happy endings in my life.How can I write one? I believe And they lived happily ever after exists only in stories and not in real life..

2) I always felt the need to keep a ending impactful…

So what do you”ll learns

Dreams don’t die unless we do but there is a Life beyond death

Please Let me know your reviews

           ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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LIFE


Life my favourite word.I thought Life was about enjoying every moment we live..Smiling, Laughing, Dancing and also sadness. But sadly I realised this is not Life.
Recently I saw a talk by “Manisha Koirala”And I totally agree to what she said..“Life happens when we are Busy making other plans

Indeed I was making some plans regarding my career.Regarding some materialistic things and the real life happened to me..

Now my Life has brought me to a stage where I fear to smile, I can’t even cry, I fear of Happiness..I fear of Living..

I don’t smile like before coz I think If I smile My life will make 4 times..It’s better I stay Quiet.

Last year I left my studies though there were two reasons for that and I went up for a job thinking I”ll continue next year.And I was all set to continue with my studies this year.But my destiny played a game and I think this time also I won’t be able to continue..

Kis Mukaam par laa Diya Ae Zindagi ab hasne se pehle bhi das bar sochungi ki ek hasi ka hisaab kitne ansuon see Chukana padega..Usse accha hum Hase hi Na….!!!

                   ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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BLOGGING MY PASSION MY LIFE.  


I am fine or not fine.Always a Blogger.#BloggerForever..

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Article on demand.When u get a call around 11.30 pm saying get well soon We miss you yaar.Post on FB, write blogs get back as you are.Happy Now?

Blogging“Even a small word can change your life.And yes Blogging did changed my life.4 th June was the first day when I blogged.2 yrs of my Blogging journey and I have grown a lot.I never thought I will be a Blogger one day.My destiny brought me towards it and I accepted it
The Story Begins….

A Blogging session at my college and the speaker was famous Food and Nutrition Blogger” Kajal Bhatia“..She started speaking about Blogging, How to open a Blog and so on.Somwhere I got inspired but not that inspired to open a Blog.At the end of her session she asked “How many of you”ll will open a Blog? Almost everyone raised the hand except a few.And I belonged to those people who didn’t raised their hand coz my beheviour is if I actually want to do something I end up doing it directly rather than publicizing it…Later I started Blogging mere out of angry.. Recently I met an astrolger who said “You are aggressive, Get very angry at times and you take decisions when u are in anger..No doubt he was right I choose Nutrition in anger, I opened a Blog in anger.I left my studies and went ahead as a Dietician of Gym in anger. And I don’t know what ahead. But I am happy that I am blogging and I love to Blog.Intially when I started Blogging It was difficult for me to make people responding.No Bloggers liked or responded on the post.Though people on Facebook and other social media responded well but that wasn’t enough.Later I was about to give up the idea of Blogging.But I couldn’t I felt ok if no one responds still I’ll blog.Coz I want to blog for myself .There started my journey of Blogging where in I blogged for myself without thinking anyone is reading it or not.Or Anyone is liking it or not.I love my blogs and I kept on Blogging.I started Blogging when I just entered My T.Y which means Studies also need to be managed.I had to decide my priorities.But I quitted none of them.I don’t need to study daily just a few days before exam and I am done.I took the advantage of my this quality and utilised the time to blog and promote my blog.Every night after completing with my assignments I used to research on Blogging ..Rarely a sleep of 4 hrs.And next morning in the class I used to take naps.Whatever it was I enjoyed that phase of my Life.Where I balanced both my Studies as well as Blogging.Frankly I gave more importance to Blogging.People always say “Don’t try to keep your legs on two stones”Choose one thing”But no sooner I got this phrase wrong.I came 1st in Last yr..Completed my Graduation in Nutrition with Good percentage.

Why don’t u focus on one thing choose either of the one.I tried but I wasn’t.Coz I was equally Good at everything.And even today everyone says focus on one thing but I am unable to.I want both!

I am a die hard Blogger..I am fine or not fine, anyone reads my blog or no.I will blog.

If Blogging rules my heart than Nutrition rules my Mind!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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The Fault in my Stars⭐⭐⭐⭐


After a long time I took to writing.No sooner did I realised I might have lost the sparkle.After sitting and thinking for 1 hour I wrote few things and I backspaced them.Realising this is not the way I write.I have lost my sparkle.My skills.My writing Skills.The most difficult phase of my life..Before this phase came there was a phase where I said “This is the most beautiful phase of my Life”And no sooner did the beautiful phase got converted in to the worst phase.The problem lies here whenever I feel I am happy something happens with takes the happiness away and again I am repeating “I FEAR OF HAPPINESS“I am at a phase where I actually think twice before being happy.Coz it has happened many a times..I smile but it’s just a face.I just wish this dark phase goes away early ..

Would just say one thing….

This time it’s Never ending fear…I hate to be happy.

The Fault in My Stars🌟

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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THE FAULT IN MY STARS 🌟


Title Credit:- The Fault in My Stars. 

Only the Title is being related to John Green’s Book.

Stars a beautiful thing to Look on But what if there is a Fault in your stars?

Aarohi’s (POV)

Today I don’t know what to write.Just penning down my emotions.Life my favourite and yes I am a Lover of Life..I love to Live,love to eat, love to enjoy.My Life was Good.Though few ups and downs but it was Good.Happy I was..But always I believed rather I feared of one thing “Happiness I know happiness is not a thing to be feared of.Who fears of Happiness?But I do.Yes I fear of Happiness coz Whenever my Life had given me Happiness, whenever it seems perfect and I am just happy with everything something happens which leaves me stunned.

My Current phase of Life I defined as the best phase of Life.Everything was just perfect.I was doing well in my Job, no other probs.A stage of Life which everyone desires.Happiest stage.Little did I know I was forgetting If happiness is coming from all side.Something is wrong the next moment .And yes I was right it is wrong .    

At this stage Everything just changed with in a moment.I can see my dreams clearly dying,My Career Ending.Only one thing is running around my mind.Currently Dreams and Career are Secondary.Just left hopes for any dreams or career.Now I have to Struggle a Different Battle..And yes now I fear a lot.

The Fault In My Stars 🌟…….

Sitaron k age jahan aur bhi Zindagi Mai abhi imtihaan aur bhi Hai…

Its Nothing Just a Fault in My stars..

                    ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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PRIORITIES REDEFINED….


“From Writing Love Stories To writing About Nutrition That’s My Journey…                             ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar 

Priorities..What do you think?What it means? Don’t you think It’s the most Important word?Our whole life seems to revolve around this word.”Sometimes we give less priority to Someone and we lose them and Sometimes we give more Priority to Someone and they Ignore Us”

SCHOOL PHASE                                            When I was in School My Priority was to Study (To maintain My Ranks) ..Coz that’s How I Grown Up Being a Ranker.

JUNIOR COLLEGE PHASE.                                            When I was in Junior College my Priorities again Changed From Being a Ranker to Being and Averager.That Phase was Completely Different.I still Don’t believe How I was? A Careless attitude..Entering Lectures Whenever I want, Bunking lectures,Roaming with frnds.My Classes Sir Officially allowed me To be Late “The only thing he Said Be late it’s Ok But atleast Don’t miss on”and  of course few people envied . I know why he did so Coz He knew I come late,Sometimes I sleep in Morning lectures But still when it Comes  about Marks he Very well Knew I could get it anyhow.But I scored Just average Scores in My 12th ..That’s a Different Story But..

SENIOR COLLEGE PHASE..                          When I entered My Senior College again My Priorities Changed again I Become Studious But this Time along with Studies I learnt To Live life..I learnt To Cherish Moments.Till the time I was in my 2nd Year.I learnt a New art of Blogging..Slowly Writing and Blogging Became My Passion..I was fond Of Reading Love Stories and So My Blogs Revolve around the same..Than Came my 21st Birthdaeee..I wanted to Celebrate it in a Different way and Yes I did it.The Only Reason I was  excited for My 21st Birthday was coz I knew a maturity comes after this age You are No more a Child..”Sometimes we behave as if we are the most matured person on this universe and Sometimes we behave as if Maturity has Not even Touched Us”

JOB PHASE

After Degree College I was Struggling to make a Decision..Job or Further Studies??Finally I decided To Do Job..Just Look at the Coincidences 4 jobs at same time..Again a Decision To take..Finally I took a Final Decision and it’s well going Currently.I am a Multitasker I like to Do too many Things and I can Manage it without Being affected.There was a Time when I wanted To write a (Love Story)Novel and Now It’s a Time when I want to write about Nutrition. In this phase I am a Career Oriented Woman,a practical person.There’s no time For Other Distractions.I already said in one of my article “CONFUSING AMBITIONS”  ” I don’t know I am ambitious about what But Yes I am Ambitious”Right now I am enjoying the Career Oriented Phase of my life.I believe “There comes a stage in your life when your priorities changes suddenly and it’s natural.That’s known as Maturity and It Comes with Age. 

“Enjoy  every stage of Your life with each and Every Priority”I redefined my Priorities at every stage of My life Coz Years Change,Months Change than How can Our Priorities be the Same?

    “Never know what is ambition it changes as your life Cycle Changes or your Priorities.Being Satisfied is more Important than being Successful”.  This Quote is not said By me..It’s said By my Sir(Shivshankar Timmanpyati Sir)on my article Confusing Ambitions and I thought it suits this situation perfectly..

   

I don’t know on which station to get down what am I doing is just Travelling through any train which comes in my path after all every train has it’s own Destination and I will find My Destination One Day..    

Are You Satisfied with the Title??

                           ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar