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Life – A ENDLESS STRUGGLE…


“If you feel like quitting always think JUST A FEW MORE STEPS ” and I’ll be there at my destination!

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

I had seen myself growing as a blogger, as a dietician, as a writer but sometimes I don’t know why even if everything is good I suddenly feel depressed coz I haven’t achieved my destination yet…I have so many dreams and haven’t reached even half the way…

I wonder when will it happen? Or it will ever happen? Or I am just a dreamer who fails to execute dreams in to reality.Sometimes I feel to quit everything and sit quiet but when I look back i could see I have travelled a lot…Even the start point is not visible.So quiting sounds a very bad idea.And so I write Inspirational posts coz most of the times I am myself confused, stressed and depressed for no reason.

I don’t understand where exactly I want to reach? Am I on the right way? Or have i lost track? A Inspirational writer being frustrated, being stressed but still managing to write inspirational posts!

I spend ample amount of time for my passion and in return I also receive taunts. “It’s of no use just wastage of time..Are you earning anything through it? If no then leave it…

I just want to say I do not blog to earn.I blog because I love to…But my love for blogging still haven’t reached on it’s destination.And so I am currently tired of this struggle.. Though I am still trying every possible way I could but some where even a Inspirational writer needs a motivation..

Let’s see where my life takes me in this never ending struggle.

Life is a endless struggle to quit or to succeed is our choice…

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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The Cab Journey…. 


Even a normal day can be a thrilling adventure… 

Life is a thrilling adventure.My life is like even if I am trying to live it normally.Some thrill happens.Just now came out of a big trouble and was about to fall in another trouble but was saved. 

Yesterday after a long time I hanged out with my friends. While coming we took a cab.Though after a lot of hardships we got a cab. A old man was the driver.After sitting immediately we said thank you to him. Since we had to travel to a nearer distance so we were not getting any cab. We were speaking to each other. Everything was pretty normal.After sometime me and my friend got involved in a discussion about where to stop the cab.I said stop here and have a panipuri here so we can reach home early and she wanted to eat panipuris from a different place and it went on for a while and finally she agreed to stop the cab at the place I said. After that I asked the driver to stop the cab.He didn’t seem to listen but that was normal.After that the speed of cab got to 120 and that too in a area with so many vehicles around.He started banging his hand on the steering wheels in a very weird way as if he had gone crazy and we were just not understanding what’s happening.After that he started taking cab to right, left, right left with full speed.Just like its shown in movies. And ahead was a bus. I thought now it’s gonna crack hopefully it didn’t.While we were having discussion.I said I think we should jump out the only way to escape.But he suddenly stopped the cab. And I said just move out immediately before the adventure again begins. We got down I paid him his money. He was smiling and we were laughing what an amazing adventure. Though we got scared a lot. I guess he behaved in such way coz may be he was irritated by our discussion or may be he wanted to make it fun. 

Whatever a thrilling experience.. Thank god at least my friends were with me. If I was alone I would have fainted.

Even if I do a normal thing something happens. May be some thing is wrong with me. Well I didn’t felt he was harmful.

Would like to ask how was the Cab journey?

                Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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Random Thoughts


Just Wondering what if my mom would have seen writing me?Would she be happy?Or she would have called it a waste of time?Writing is still fine..But what about writing Love stories?She would have encouraged me? Or Scolded?

I try a lot to speak to her but photographs don’t respond.

But still what I would say is today I can write coz she gave birth to a writer, to a thinker.

Well I can’t answer this only She can!

One song from the movie “Ti sadhya Kay karte” which was probably used for a love story. But here I am dedicating it to my mom.

Kitida Navyane Tula athavave dolyatle Pani Navyane bahave

Translation

Everytime when I think of you in a new way Tears roll down my eyes in a new way…

     

                   From your loving daughter

                 ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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LIFE


Life my favourite word.I thought Life was about enjoying every moment we live..Smiling, Laughing, Dancing and also sadness. But sadly I realised this is not Life.
Recently I saw a talk by “Manisha Koirala”And I totally agree to what she said..“Life happens when we are Busy making other plans

Indeed I was making some plans regarding my career.Regarding some materialistic things and the real life happened to me..

Now my Life has brought me to a stage where I fear to smile, I can’t even cry, I fear of Happiness..I fear of Living..

I don’t smile like before coz I think If I smile My life will make 4 times..It’s better I stay Quiet.

Last year I left my studies though there were two reasons for that and I went up for a job thinking I”ll continue next year.And I was all set to continue with my studies this year.But my destiny played a game and I think this time also I won’t be able to continue..

Kis Mukaam par laa Diya Ae Zindagi ab hasne se pehle bhi das bar sochungi ki ek hasi ka hisaab kitne ansuon see Chukana padega..Usse accha hum Hase hi Na….!!!

                   ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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The Fault in my Stars⭐⭐⭐⭐


After a long time I took to writing.No sooner did I realised I might have lost the sparkle.After sitting and thinking for 1 hour I wrote few things and I backspaced them.Realising this is not the way I write.I have lost my sparkle.My skills.My writing Skills.The most difficult phase of my life..Before this phase came there was a phase where I said “This is the most beautiful phase of my Life”And no sooner did the beautiful phase got converted in to the worst phase.The problem lies here whenever I feel I am happy something happens with takes the happiness away and again I am repeating “I FEAR OF HAPPINESS“I am at a phase where I actually think twice before being happy.Coz it has happened many a times..I smile but it’s just a face.I just wish this dark phase goes away early ..

Would just say one thing….

This time it’s Never ending fear…I hate to be happy.

The Fault in My Stars🌟

~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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THE FAULT IN MY STARS 🌟


Title Credit:- The Fault in My Stars. 

Only the Title is being related to John Green’s Book.

Stars a beautiful thing to Look on But what if there is a Fault in your stars?

Aarohi’s (POV)

Today I don’t know what to write.Just penning down my emotions.Life my favourite and yes I am a Lover of Life..I love to Live,love to eat, love to enjoy.My Life was Good.Though few ups and downs but it was Good.Happy I was..But always I believed rather I feared of one thing “Happiness I know happiness is not a thing to be feared of.Who fears of Happiness?But I do.Yes I fear of Happiness coz Whenever my Life had given me Happiness, whenever it seems perfect and I am just happy with everything something happens which leaves me stunned.

My Current phase of Life I defined as the best phase of Life.Everything was just perfect.I was doing well in my Job, no other probs.A stage of Life which everyone desires.Happiest stage.Little did I know I was forgetting If happiness is coming from all side.Something is wrong the next moment .And yes I was right it is wrong .    

At this stage Everything just changed with in a moment.I can see my dreams clearly dying,My Career Ending.Only one thing is running around my mind.Currently Dreams and Career are Secondary.Just left hopes for any dreams or career.Now I have to Struggle a Different Battle..And yes now I fear a lot.

The Fault In My Stars 🌟…….

Sitaron k age jahan aur bhi Zindagi Mai abhi imtihaan aur bhi Hai…

Its Nothing Just a Fault in My stars..

                    ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

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A DIFFERENT JOURNEY…


Today First day of My Internship..A day well spent..Good Colleagues in fact Very Good. I don’t know how but where ever I go I find Good people around..But the problem is with me I stayed Quiet as Usual..It takes time for me to adjust to New Surroundings…They try to speak and I speak To the point..Never Mind I”ll try to Improve..That was about my Internship..

One more Incidence Which happened today..                                                                    I was returning to home my work was over it was around 9.00 pm..A man came and Said My Son is Hungry Please buy a Balloon..I don’t know how and why but I bought it..He gave me the balloon..I said “Let it be You keep”but he insisted..I said “Where will I keep it But??Than he replied give it to Some Kid..I said ok and I went thinking I”ll give it to a kid in my Building..I carried it all the way throughout my Journey to Dadar in My Hand..And was thinking about the Kid to whom i will give the balloon..But just a Five minutes away from My Building A kid at roadside Looked to the Balloon I gave it to him and went ahead..When I went home a Kid was waiting For me as soon as I entered he caughthold for a while I thought I could have given it to him But he was as it is Happy…

This is what happens When a Person says Kid I can’t stop myself..In fact no one Could stop themself…

“If a little price Brings happiness to few facts than Y not and when they are Kids Of course we should”

I am not praising myself and have no intentions to promote this post..Itz just I want to save it permanently somewhere.  

Enjoy the Journey by helping others the way You can

Travelling in the same Way itz Boring..So this was “A Different Journey

A Journey to…………………………………………..